#RIANSH - SCAR ON SOUL

#Part - 49#

Kindly read the note in the end

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Vikram (angry): What the hell is happening here??? And is this how you speak???

Shalini (concerned): Bacha, what's all this? Can you please tell us who he is and what he's speaking about?

Aryan (angry & hurt): And please don't speak shit saying it's your personal and you don't want us to interfere...... speak clearly about him and we want it NOW!!!!

Vijay (laughing): Oh Ghosh!!!!! Seriously doll, your this family..... your colleagues..... your office...... and your bed partners all are so dramatic.....

Angre (anger): Mind your words mister

Vijay (ignoring him): So, doll you start telling them our story while I sit and relax.....you see I have wasted my energy in getting here and reminding you of your mistakes......

Ignoring the on-lookers he pulled a chair for himself as he pulled out a bottle of cheap liquor and started having it while everyone gave him a disgusted look but that soon turned into a curious questioning look towards Sejal...........

Sejal (tears): I..... I........ Actually, it started 2yrs ago...... when papa went to Varanasi I was alone at home and that night I was hungry but didn't find anything to have upon that no restaurant was accepting my order too and I didn't feel right disturbing Aryan who was on a date with Siya so I thought to go out by my own and eat something at the roadside....... everything was fine but while returning I felt someone following me and when I turned around I saw 3 guys ogling me and commenting, afraid I increased my pace but they overtook me and started harassing me while I kept yelling to leave me but the onlookers didn't pay heed ....... (cry) I .... I was afraid but then as a ray of hope a guy came thrashed them and saved me in fact he dropped me home ensuring my safety. I was impressed.......I never shared about that incident with anybody because you'll bash me for sneaking out of the house late at night all alone....... I met him for the first time that night and then we started meeting regularly. His name is Vijay...... he's an orphan struggling as an advocate in his profession. He was working as a junior but he informed me that the way his senior manipulated the evidence to win a case didn't go well with him so he decided to practice on his own and is struggling to get proper cases...... he's sincerity, he's dedication to work, he's straightforwardness, he's genuine nature made me fall for him. (dreamily) He used to make sure to pamper me always with gifts, flowers, surprise dates...... I knew even he had feelings for me but I was afraid to make the move but to my happiness, he did that too and I was on cloud nine and since then there wasn't a day when we didn't meet..... after office hours he used to wait for me outside my house and when my cab drops me he'd pick me up and we used to roam around before he once again drops me home and all this used to happen without papa's knowledge as I always told him there's a lot of work at the office so I'd come home late. After 2 months of dating, he once took me to his place on one weekend..... it was a bachelor's room and he informed me that he's roommates were out of town and would come after 2 days and he requested me to stay with him for the weekend.... though reluctant I gave in as even I wanted to spend as much time as I can with him and lied to papa that am going to stay at my colleagues place. That weekend actually changed our relationship...... we....... (hesitant & happy) we erased the gap between us and were truly one in all forms. That was one of my happiest moments (smiling)...... after that, we used to get intimate regularly .... he used to take me to different hotels for weekends and we used to spend our weekends away from everyone just US!!!! But....... 2 months later I missed my period and that freaked me to the core. I rushed to the medical store and got a pregnancy kit and to my shock, I realized I was pregnant, I tried reaching him but he wasn't answering any of my calls so I immediately went to his room to inform him but what I saw there was something I never even thought of in my worse dreams...... the 3 guys who were harassing me 6 months back were present in his room..... and that's when reality struck me....... that was all conspired!!!!!! It was all a conspiracy made by them.... I was devastated.... I didn't know what else to do and ran.... ran from them, from reality....from him!!!! But he ran behind me and tried explaining to me why he did that. He sincerely told me how he had loved me for the past 2 years and he felt he cant get close to me afraid of how I'd react so he with his friends planned a play where he'd be the hero who'd save the damsel in distress. And that night he saw me moving out of my place and taking that as an opportunity they implemented their play and finally he got his love. Though I was upset, I couldn't deny the fact that he always loved me and I was the happiest with him so I forgave him and his friends for the play because that cant be termed as conspiracy right, conspiracy is when he'd use me but here he did all that because he loved me........ and then I revealed him about my pregnancy, he was shocked would be an understatement. I asked him to meet Papa so that we could get married at the earliest but he backed off...... he said that he was still not yet settled and that coming into this situation to seek my hand from Papa would make Papa backlash and he wants to settle properly before he can give me the life I deserve..... (dreamily) he wants to treat me like a queen..... his queen!!!! I understood his stand and decided to abort the baby before anyone else would know and he took me to a local clinic and got my abortion done. He was sorry for killing his own kid but I assured him that once he settles we can have as many as we want....... Gradually we came out of that pain and got back to normal..... after the abortion, he started taking extra care of me and never let any harm reach me in any form (smiling). He used to be extra cautious when we used to get intimate as he didn't want to give me the pain of losing the kid again. After one month after the abortion, we were in bed after our make-out session when I saw him in deep thoughts when nudged he said he didn't want to bother me and asked me to forget but with my constant pushing, he told me that he's unable to get proper cases with loyalty and so he and his friends decided to start some business and he's lacking funds now. So, I decided to sell the jewelry Papa stored for my marriage and gave that money to him which he abruptly refused to take but with me constantly asking him to take he eventually gave in with one condition that he'd take that amount as a loan and repay me with interest soon (smiling) and they started food truck business. Without prior knowledge in the business field they failed in that so decided on another business and this time I withdrew all my fixed deposits from the bank....... with 2-3 business ideas continuously failing he was depressed and used to get angry for every minute thing. I with the idea of helping him decided to take him for a weekend out of the city, I booked a resort and forcibly took him there for a much-needed break and...... (tears) and that evening for the first time I saw him losing his self to the depression, drinking alcohol continuously and that reached to that harsh situation where for the first time in 8months he raised his hand on me and abused me whole night hitting me venting his frustration ........ that gave me a scar on my heart to such extent that though he collapsed in the night I couldn't sleep afraid of how he attacked me. But when the next morning he woke up he felt sorry for his behavior and explained to me how his depression was taking control over him and he raised his hand at me in an inebriated state and not consciously. I forgave him as I understood his situation ...... and I started taking whatever he gave me silently since then be it his harsh words about me, or his abuses both physical and mental demeaning my character; because I realized he didn't mean anything he did or says it's just that he finds a way of venting all his piled up frustration on me and I feel glad am helping him. He started getting violent even in bed, he used to be harsh and at times used to behave psychotically but I never said anything and bore whatever he gave because I wanted to help him not increase his troubles more. He with his friends started another business and I took a loan from the bank, but to their dismay even that went into losses and he started getting more violent due to frustration and depression, I was afraid I might lose him if I stopped him from abusing me so as a good girlfriend I let him do whatever he wanted with me be it in private or in public. 8 months back he lost all his savings too and I have been providing him with everything and never asked a question. He doesn't like me raising my voice or speaking to other males or even ignoring him or his messages and calls, you see he's overprotective of me and he knows how the world treats women so he doesn't want me to get into bad surroundings. And even today he wanted money for his alcohol and I being an idiot didn't see his calls and messages so he came here in anger. He never means to hurt me it just happens involuntarily.... he's my love (dreamily)..... he's the one for me. I wanted to introduce him to you all when he's finally settled as he wished for........

People around her didn't know how to react....... because they could clearly see the picture of what had happened or was happening but what they didn't understand was how can a smart lady like Sejal fall for all this stupidly.......

Confusing and shocking the onlookers Sejal went towards Vijay and started wiping his alcohol face with her shrug while he kept ignoring her presence

Sejal (sweetly): Baby, trust me I didn't actually see your messages and calls, or else I'd never ignore them. I was in a meeting. And I know how to make you happy, wait here I'll get you money

She was about to go towards her cabin when a hand held her harshly pulling her 

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I Know am updating irregularly which is because of 2 reasons......

1. I have a tight schedule be it professional or personal so am a bit over-occupied with it so is the reason for my delayed updates but am trying to give an update weekly at least..... though I cant guarantee; I'd try for weekly updates from hereon 

2. I have seen a decrease in engagement of viewers, votes, and comments on my stories, is it because of delayed updates or is it due to the storyline? If it is delayed updates I don't think that'd be the reason for a decrease in engagement, but if it is story line then I hope you can trust me. I have had a picture of what I want in my stories even before I post them here so, I would want you to give time to the story to understand the slight lag. 

If you are interested then I'd definitely see the engagement on my works increasing, with proper enthusiastic excited comments and viewership.

Without proper engagement, I won't be able to give proper updates as that'd make me feel like you aren't interested..... so if indeed you all aren't interested in my stories then do lemme know so that I can stop publishing.

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