Well it's Dazai trying to apologize to Chuuya but Chuuya find it hard to trust Dazai once more .He tries his best to avoid and stay away from Dazai.
It's a angst and fluff story😁
I dreamed about something from 4 years ago, and I really have to remember the bad feeling.It all started when ——————————
______________________________________ I just finished doing a mission and now I was in Mori's office reporting about the mission,after I finished my report he let me have the rest of the day, I thanked him and left. I now went to Dazai's office to tell him I'm going home first today surprisingly he went closer to me and hugged me I asked him what's wrong and he just calmly answered "nothing my love" and gave a kiss a long sweet generous kiss.A was really happy he started being affectionate towards me but I knew something was wrong I tried reading him but I couldn't read anything from him so... I just said "bye I'll meet you back at home" and he just gave me a reassuring smile and said goodbye.
*At home*
Once I got home I parked my motorcycle and went inside the house ,when I got inside I went to me and Dazai's shared room and changed I was wearing one of Dazai's shirts and wore my own shorts .I then went to the kitchen to drink some wine and to also wait for Dazai to come home. I have waited for hours and Dazai has still not come back I then fell asleep on the counter waiting for Dazai to come back or at least reply to my text and give me a voice message , unknowingly he did come back home but not for long .I felt him carry me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed he gave me one last kiss on the lips then he whispered to me "I'm sorry for what I am about to do I've got to do this for his last wish,but I promise you Chuuya I love very very much I care about you very deeply. Thank you for giving me a reason to live" then he left .Once I woke up I thought what I had dreamed about last night wasn't true I checked the bed and Dazai was not there sleeping ,his part of the bed was cold it's like he did not come back last night .Suddenly somebody called me and it was Mori so I picked up the phone ,considering his tone of speaking ,to me sounds like bad news .....and it really is "Chuuya-kun I'm sorry but Dazai -kun has left the mafia,you can have a day off today knowing how much he means to you.." he then ended the call .I burst into tears and tried wiping the tears off but it just keeps coming back I then managed to say " Why?! Why me ,why always me!!?? I just want him by my side at least ....maybe one last time ,one last kiss...why?" I felt really hurt for him to just leave me because of his friend I was with longer than Oda I was his lover so I deserves to know ....well now ex-lover.... I tried to text him but he already blocked me ....What did I do to deserve this . ——*end of flashback*———————
I woke up to feeling somebody trying to wake me up.
D:"Hey chibi,Chuuya ,slug wake up" C:"Huh,what the fuck happen ?" D:"I just woke up and you were crying ,are you ok?"
He asked then he pulled me to his lap gently .
C:"Yeah I'm okay just my dream " D:" what's it about ?wanna talk about it?" C:" it's just something from 4 years ago ,when you left me..." D:" hey it's ok I'm here now ,and I'm not leaving you again I can assure you that "
Then he gave a reassuring smile giving a peck on my nose and forehead then my lips.Damn wonder if I'm gonna have any future with him ,I just hope there is.
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650 words Hi I'm surprised you have gotten to this chapter .Sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling.
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