Not the same anymore...

I live at a noisy city in Luxembourg where I have lost my path... I'm 30,homeless and jobless living under the pity of my siblings. I officially belong to Switzerland but left my home from the ego the lived inside me for pretty much my whole life.I want to go somewhere where I can find peace and I felt the only place that I know of is Switzerland. Now, I have no where else to go and am looking forward to pay a visit to my parents until a job is secured... As I pack my belongings, I remember the bitter memories from my past. I finished my last few cents on the ticket of the night bus. I leave my room and gives the keys to my owner and leaves for my adventure. As I board the bus, I hope my parents are going to accept me back. As the cool wind blows, I fell asleep and the next day I found myself the last person on the bus. As I swiftly took my belongings to leave, my attention caught on how much my home town has changed. I couldn't remember the way to my parent's home either. The surroundings has changed completely... As a grandfather guided my way, I was shocked to find out that my parents has changed their house to an extravagant apartment. I realised that all these years, things has really changed.As soon as I leaned to knock, I saw a shadow swiflty moving through the curtains and opened the door by an old lady. Is that mom???I was in disbelief after all she was my same pretty mum with beautiful emerald eyes. I couldnt hold back my tears and said 'mom' . The realisation hit the moment and my mum grew emotional despite what I did to them all those years,she hugged me tight and invited me in. After few chatter there came my dad who stepped into the scene...was clearly not happy with my arrival .He gave me the lecture that I wanted to hear for a long time and left . But that was not really what a change was. I truly missed my childhood and the barns and farm animals we had to play with . As soon I was introduced to my new room, I jumped into the cosy bed and fell asleep for a very long time indeed. Oouch! my head started to ache and I woke up from my sleep to find that I was I a completely different place. It was not as noisy as cities, filled with green colors and lots of farm animals. A lot of questions raised I my mind. Was I abandoned here?A lush of green grass touched my feet and a cool breeze touched me. I forgot where I were and was completely lost in the beauty. Suddenly my eyes caught a bird family a very rare species of blue and white .I followed it and saw numerous butterflies with gorgeous patters as I continue to follow them, I reached a beautiful yet amazing garden filled with variety of flowers of different shapes, colors ,fragment ,size and powers. WAIT!!! did I just say powers???the orchids were singing with joy and the tulips dancing with joy. I wondered if god finally let me enjoy true peace and happiness. soon after that, I saw a beautiful deer - the most mesmorising scene ever. I ran after it . but unknowing, I reached a deep forest while following the deer. It started pouring and I was not sure what to do and to my surprise, I saw a beautiful tree glowing with beautiful flowers. Its branches came closer to me and gave me shelter that I wanted after all. I dont know what struck my mind but I went from my current shelter to the rain and asked to give to give its coldest kiss before I could wait, the tree asked me to climb on its branch as it slowly bend its branch. And as I sat there, the branch streched and took me to another world where the ground was not green anymore but cotton like soft plantsthere was a deep blue lake filled with enchanted swans and flowers. There was butterflies twice my size and as I dodged it, a bee came after me.As I ran through the new world, I hid behind the flowers thrice my size and saw the bee sucking the nectar from the flower. I could see the glamorous tree from far away. But then suddenly, a crow twice my size came near me anf fell from the land seeing the large size of the crow. I closed my eyes as the rain gave its cold kiss as I asked.I woke up and found myself in the bed knowing things wont be the same anymore and we can just dream it.

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