☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Memories flickered through Till's mind, scenes from Ankt garden sharp and alive. Yes.. Ivan had always been there-maybe too close, but always watching, never once leaving. Constant, like an echo Till never noticed.
Till had taken it for granted, he realized that now. That quiet, unwavering presence, the one who freed him from every collar, who never hesitated to break the chains that held him back. And he'd been blind to it, running forward without a glance, never seeing Ivan's gaze. He was the one who'd liked his drawings the most.
Now, it hit him with a painful tug, as if Ivan were reaching inside, pulling at his heart, trying to re-write the lyrics inside. He could hear it, feel it..
This was surely love.
Just like that, his hands fell to the grass on either side, surrendered, the back of his hands against the cold earth. His voice broke as he whispered, "I... I'm sorry."
No hesitation, Ivan surged forwards, catching Till's hands, one in each of his own. He let himself fall onto Till, their bodies pressed together, breaths mingling, their heartbeats pounding so fiercely it felt as if they might burst.
Mouthes, even with their eyes braced closed, they still found their way, swallowing that pitiful sorry, leaving all those stupid regrets behind. If felt like right now, wherever this world was, they could make up all this lost time
"Mhuah.."
Till kissed back, now fighting with his own hunger to match the ferosities of Ivan's; even at the point of surpassing it. Even if he couldn't grasp it -why kissing felt so good, every pary of him was screaming for it. Screaming for Ivan.
"Aughuh.."
Ivan's voice hitched an unpleasant moan. Till was kissing. And he could feel it... the passion burning behind the advances, surely hotter than the stars. It only sparked the raven haired teen more, as his lips pushed further and fierce to deepen the kiss, not wanting to be outdone.
Yet he couldn't tip the balance. Their jaws made out like clockwork, opening and closing at the right times. Rough but in sync, at eachother's ends. Ivan's fingers intertwined, locking them togther.
Till could feel the subtle grass tickling his neck, the gentle pressure in his hands as Ivan pushed them down and the growing weight on his legs -shadow too.
It seemed like Ivan was all over him.
Ivan straddled him over his legs, squeezing his thin waiste between his knees. It was heavy, proof of how deep this desire had become -a feeling so warm and contagious.
Till felt Ivan's fingers tiptoeing beneath the hem of his plain shirt, creeping upward till his fingers snagged the edge. With a sudden pull, the fabric gave way, ripping apart so easilly. Till flinched, caught off guard, staring to the side of the field that Ivan tossed it into.
Seeing it torn away felt... satisfying. Like stripping off a layer of suffocating white nothingness.
A chill breeze whispered past his exposed torso. Yet the cold air did nothing to temper him down. The heat was within his chest, and it didnt seem it would go away.
Ivan slowly laid his head against him, the side of his face resting agaisnt Till's bare skin. "Aahh.." The raven haired teen exhaled hard, closing his eyes, and taking a moment to rest. It didn't feel real. He could hear Till's shallow breaths wisping under, and all other sounds of life. Humans were so delicate.
He let his hand wander over Till's torso, fingers gently ghosting across the scattered map of bruises, cuts, and abrasions marking his smooth skin.
Only the occasional hiss left Till's lips as he let Ivan explore him.
It was disgusting -Abuse..all the marks he couldn't protext Till from. Likely from that wretched Alien Urak, who Ivan just wished he'd removed with his own hands. Till was just too precious to deserve this life.
Somewhere between the neck and shoulder, below where TILL was engraved, he chooses spot and gives it a peck, "Muah.." earning a purr from the other.
He slid across it, grazing the skin with the damp heat of his lips, then returning, softer this time, letting the faint edge of his teeth trace delicately over.
Ivan came the conclusion that. He was gonna make his own special pattern. Till was covered in these impure marks then, one more wouldn't matter if it was from him. He opened his jaw slightly, his gaze locking onto Till's
"Ivan.."
Till murmered. The raven haired's red-ringed gaze was intense and, the usually sharp crimson pupils were stretched to the edge, as if taking over the black. Wide, dialated eyes, they glowed with a hunger Till couldn't ignore. If only Till saw his own expression..
Ivan leaning closer, panting, taking more breaths before he'd go for it.
Till knew what was gonna happen, where ivans eyes were directed. Till tipped his head back looking into the sky, his body instinctively giving way. Chest rose and fell, breaths unsteady, as he arched his back in submission.
Ivan's hands were already there, sliding under him, palms pressing against his bare skin. With a firm yet careful motion, Ivan lifted Till's torso upward, drawing him closer. The shift made Till's breath hitch, his back bending further, the curve deepening as though his very body was being molded to fit Ivan's desire.
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Author note:
This was hard to write for a bit, then I started getting into the flow of it. It's difficult -cause I wanna make it good and realistic and portray their emotions and actions well. Now Ivan and Till are mostly on the same page, it should be easier to write. Also Till's song Unknown is maybe becoming my fav.
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[ Ivan x Till ] The Stage of Dreams - Alienstage smut
FanficIvan wasn't the kind of person to push, not like this. But there was something in his touch now, a hunger. It was as though Ivan needed this to survive, and Till was the thing he was starving for.