November 12th

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Weight - roughly 305 (who even wants to look)

Bank account - $8.65   Owed - $165   Savings - $25 (took $25 out for food yesterday)

I have been thinking about writing a lot and I used to have a paper diary but never used it. So I am hoping this will remind me and help me. Why did I choose to do this? of course it was a dumb reason. I was watching a show from the early 2010's and she had a blog. Now I am not going to make a blog (I say as I am writing in a wattpad instead). I just have so much on my mind 24/7 and I am tired of keeping it all in my head 24/7. Now is my life fun, amazing, and like the movies? OF COURSE NOT. I am a fat teenage girl in the midwest. Lets just think about that for a second. I am hoping that if I remember about this then maybe I will have the resist to actually try to lose weight. I did for awhile and lost 50 pounds but i gained about 35 pounds back. It was so easy to lose weight over the summer when I was living stress free. 1 job and no school, of course I was living my best life. Now I am a full time college student, part time high school student, and work 2 jobs. Yet somehow I barely have enough money to eat most days. I am a real woman, so there probably won't have any love interest until I actually lose weight. This is the end for today. I am so tired.

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