☆Haven☆

♡Chapter 7: Elimination pt#2♡

The first Episodes went fine, amazing actually. I enjoyed interacting with the camera and being showed as the 'Female Visual' of the group. We all enjoyed the playfights me and Hyunjin would have over who was the 'Prettiest' 'Most Handsome' and 'Most good-looking ' was.

Everything went well, I never thought about the possibility of one of us getting Eliminated, until Episode 4..

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Lee Minho felt scared. He had made a mistake, a big one. And now they were all standing. Jy. Park gave the announcement. One of them would be eliminated. Eunji(Who was part Chan's team) felt like hiding. She knew what was coming. She had almost fainted when Minho had made that lyrical mistake. And now..

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I looked beside me to see Minho start to look very emotional, Changbin gtabbed his hand harshly and said "This isn't the end- this isn't the end" He just nodded but I wrapped my arms around him. "It really isn't Oppa, im not letting anything happen to you" I said almost in tears. I knew what was going to happen, Jyp-nim had made that clear. But I refused to accept it.

Changbin asked him not to cry, and even though he said he didn't I knew the truth. "It's gonna be ok Minhoshi, it always is" I sobbed. We continued to hug while the other group performed. And it was finally time to find out if He would get Eliminated.

"The person Eliminated is... Minho"

I felt all my strength leave me. It it had just been us I would have fallen on the ground. As soon as he left I burried my head in his shoulders and cried. He smiled at me and told me not to cry but it made me cry even more. How could one of my best friends be Eliminated? How did I let this happen?

We barely had enough time to say goodbye. As swiftly as he had joined, he was gone. Forever. None of us accepted it. We refused."But only one did,Minho"

Why did this have to happen? Couldn't we just debut as 10? I couldn't bare it. I felt to lost and hopeless. He was one of my biggest supporters, my biggest helper. When I was classified as the 4th member in risk of Elimination, he encouraged me. Even joked that we would be roomates if we both got Eliminated. And now? He was gone.

I miscounted how many times I cried that night as we drove home. It was the last night with Minho. I sat beside on the ride and he tried to smile but as for the rest of us it was hard.

Later that night in my bed, I had the urge to see him, to hold him, to hug him tight and never let go. I fought the tears and ran to what was called "The Big Kids room" and opened the door slowly.
It was alrwady around 2am, Woojin and Chan were already asleep.

So I tiptoed to Minho bed and climbed the small ladder carefully. I heard a muffled sob under the sheets. I crepted quietly to where he was until he jumped up and gasped.

"Sh sh its me" "Oh you scared me" He said rubbing his face. "How are you?" Stupid question.

"Im surviving" He said trying to smile.
I cuddled close to him and whispered.
"Its ok to cry Lino im here for you"
He choked back a sob."You only use that nickname when you want something" he teased. Suddenly I wrapped my arms around his neck and said "Yes how about we both run away and live together and never part. That way we won't be sad anymore and ill see you every day"

He laughed bitterly. "How I wish. I don't know what you'll do without me, better yet, how I will do without you.Thats what scares me. I dunno what im going to do without you guys. Without You. Since we moved here you've helped me a lot. But most of all you have been a sort of comfort for me."