I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BECOME THE PERSON I DESPIESED
A SMOKER,CUTTER,DRINKER,LOST IN LIFES DIVIDE.
I ONCE BELIEVED IT WAS JUST A STATE OF MIND,
A DELUSIONAL PHASE, A TEMPORARY UNWIND
BUT NOW I KNOW ITS HOME, MY COMFORT ZONE,
A SAFE HAVEN FOR WHEN IN A DARK PLACE.
AND IM JUST A KID LOST WITH NO ESCAPE,
TOLERATING EXSISTANCE MY CONSTANT PAIN.