Context: I was playing Lucifer in a role play. Unfortunately he kept getting the short end of the stick due to being deliberately annoyed because he didn't like the characters of the other role player. This character was forcibly placed under Lucifer's care (and by that I mean the character was placed in the House of Lamentation and is an exchange student whom Lucifer did not volunteer or agree to supervise). He was also forced to watch other exchange students at HOL and a special student (a demon kid who got in for being a genius) making him incredibly stressed (while most were well behaved, some were incredibly troublesome in his eyes). In response to this, I wrote something outside of the role play to depict his current state. (Also in game spoilers for the second part)
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"Just leave me alone. Do I need to get any clearer than that? I don't understand why you're acting like this. What did I even do to you? I didn't make any impossible requests. All I asked was for you to stay safe and survive the program..... I didn't ask to take care of you, you know. I didn't ask to take care of anyone. I didn't want to take care of the exchange students. I didn't ask Diavolo to place them at the House of Lamentation. I don't even like humans in the first place. I didn't ask for any of this and now I don't know what to do anymore. What else do you want from me? You've already seen me suffer enough? You know I'm annoyed and I can't kill you because your under the protection of Diavolo. Why do you even do this? I never even acted rude to you at first yet here you are making me wish I could disappear from the three realms..... what's with that look? Did you expect me to stay silent the whole time? Well I don't expect you to understand me either. If my best friend can't understand how I feel then what makes me think you can understand how I feel? I just want to be left alone. I just want respect or some decency from you. If I don't act rude on the first impression I don't want you to either. I just want to get the program over with. I don't need memories with you. I don't need to get attached to the exchange students. All I was asked was to keep you safe. Why do you keep approaching me like this? It's not going to win me over and I can't handle it anymore. What makes you think I want to get attached to someone who can leave as quickly as they entered. If I ever got attached I'm the only one who'd get hurt. And clearly even if I don't get attached I'm still getting hurt. Just leave me alone. That's all I ask of you. Don't even look at me. I don't want to are you ever again. I'm exhausted and I am at my limits. I don't want more trouble. I just
want to live and I can't when you're here in my life."
"Strong? If I was strong then why couldn't I save my sister who was screaming for help. She was desperate, I knew that, yet I couldn't save her. I'm the strongest of the brothers so if I couldn't help her then who can? I'm not powerful at all. And even if I try to gain more power it doesn't change the fact that Lilith is dead and it's my fault. All I could do is let her alone reincarnate while I watch her relive her life as a human and die again. Can you really call something like that powerful? Can you really say I'm strong after hearing this? I'm the avatar of pride yet I serve under Diavolo. You'd think that someone who's prideful wouldn't serve under anyone. Yet here I am. And I can't even refuse any command because of my loyalty. 'How pitiful' you must be thinking. Well don't look at me like that. It's disgusting. I didn't ask for your pity nor want it. Are you looking down on me? Hmph, I'll take my leave."
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Just some stuff I wrote
FanficI write outside of Wattpad for funsies so I decided to just repost some of the stuff I wrote
