A/n: Hello, welcome to the first chapter of serpent's venom, this was written by angstytnn, I'm so happy to be writing the start of this book and even happier that is going to be pure angst.
Vivian and Siobhan had been together for over four months, even though siobhan loved vivian, she couldn't bring herself to tell the others at the nursery, its not that she didn't want to, she did, but she just couldn't, she had been known at the nursery for her homphobic views, and she was scared about what they may think.
Everyone knew she did not want to marry roger and that she was being forced to and they helped vivian help her, but they only thought they were friends, as vivian hadn't told them otherwise, she was mad that she didn't because now it was left up to her, vivian had thought that she had already told them that they were dating but she hadn't.
Vivian went to go pick up jamie, and to pick up siobhan, she grabbed jamies hand and lead him to the office as she knocked into the door expecting to see siobhan but instead saw marjorie, "Hey marjorie, do you know where my girlfriend is?" Vivian asked picking jamie up, marjorie looked confused "Girlfriend? who?" she asked.
Vivian raised an eyebrow, "siobhan? I'm guessing she hasn't told you about me and her then?" Vivian asked, her jaw tensing up, Marjorie eyes widened, "You and siobhan! Oh my love! I'm so happy for you!" Marjorie said smiling widely, vivian nodded gritting her teeth, "Where is siobhan?" she asked, trying to stay calm for jamie.
"Shes gone home." Marjorie replied, vivian nodded before walking out, she sighed, she would need to speak to siobhan went she got home, so she drove over to the babysitters house and dropped jamie off and drove back home, walking into the living room and sat on the couch, she ran her hand over her face sighing loudly.
Vivian had thought things were going good, she thought things were fine, she was cut off her thoughts by siobhan walking into the living room "Love-" she started to speak but vivian held her hand out, "Dont." she spoke harhsly, siobhan flinched back "What?" She replied, her voice shaky, vivian stood up shaking her head and pacing.
"I thought you were happy! I thought we were happy!" vivian snapped pointing at siobhan and gritting teeth, "I am! I am happy!" Siobhan replied, trying to walk closer to vivian but vivian snapped "Don't come near me siobhan!" The blonde flinched, tears coming to her eyes "W-What did i do?" she stuttered, vivian didn't even soften by the sight of her tears.
"You said you told them siobhan. so why is it that marjorie doesn't know about us? huh?!" The brunette yelled, Siobhan flinched taking some steps back "I-I tried, I did but I couldn't." Siobhan sobbed, Vivian shook her head "You couldn't or you didn't want to?" Vivian spoke harsh, The younger shook her head "i couldn't!" She snapped back.
Vivian shook her head moving away from siobhan, "I cannot believe you! You're supposed to trust me! You told me you had told them!" Vivian snapped running her hands through her hair and the blonde only sobbed more walking closer towards vivian, "Vivi please, I do trust you, I'm sorry. please." She had sobbed.
The elder snatched her hands away from the blonde, shaking her head "Leave." She snapped, siobhan only shook her head more "No! Vivi! please! Please don't make me leave!" Siobhan sobbed trying to grab onto vivian, who in reply backed away "Siobhan I said leave." She yelled, The younger sobbed falling onto her knees.
"Vivi please! please! Do not make me leave! I don't want to please!" Siobhan cried out, it was then that vivian's control snapped, she grabbed the blonde pulling her up, "We are finished, done siobhan! get the fuck out!" Vivian yelled, pulling siobhan to the door and pushing her out the house, She then slammed the door in her face, locking it.
The blonde started banging on the door, "Vivi! Please! Please! I love you! I'm sorry!" She sobbed out, she continued banging on the door before collapsing against the door, "I love you." She softly whispered, on the otherside off the door, vivian was sat against the door, tears coming down her face, "I'm sorry Bon. I love you too but I have to let you go." she replied whispering.
Siobhan sobbed quietly as she stood up and walked away, blaming herself, if she hadn't been so stupid, so scared, vivian wouldn't have left her, she felt numb almost but she wasn't, she felt the overwhelming pain of losing the one she loved, she walked and walked until she couldn't anymore and she fell to the ground sobbing.
She was in so much pain, she missed her, she missed her so much, she felt this overwhelming pain in her chest and she couldn't do anything about it, she had nowhere to go, she had lost the only person that felt like home, roger had her house and everything else, the only home she had was vivian but she had kicked her out, left her with nothing.
She got up and walked until she found a bar, she walked in, wiping her eyes, and sitting at the bar, sara, the waitress came over, "Can I just have a bottle of vodka please?" She spoke, sara nodded in reply and soon came back with the bottle, The blonde threw some money grabbing the bottle and taking a long swig.
And finally she felt like she could breathe, she wasn't feeling this overwhelming sense of dread or pain, she just felt numb, she felt nothing but calm, she kept on drinking, wanting to feel the relief of it all, she hadn't even noticed the person that sat next to her, too caught up in wanting to feel relief and the pain gone before she heard a sickly sweet voice.
"Well hello darling, fancy seeing you here."
