I love you so, please let me go

Crash

"There are more drivers who are joining us." Seb said. "Dino, Paul, Kean, Alex Powell, Kimi, Arvid, Tomass and Jüri so far." Lewis read out loud. "Juri's coming it wasn't on my list but that's fine." Noel muttered. 

Soon the others had arrived everyone greeting each other. 'Don't be so anxious it'll be fine,' Noel signed to Juri. Arvid enters and gently shoves Juri to Liam.

Seb's pov

I know how hard it is for kimi. He's a huge softie but the grid can be a bit too much some times. He rarely speaks and lately has been showing more affection. This is very unlikely of him and it's been like it ever since we had entered the grid house. Right now his nose is buried in my neck an answer clicks in my head. He was feeling overwhelmed. How didn't I see it sooner. Lewis looks over worriedly his back pressed onto Nico's chest. I smile at him gently tracing patterns and shapes on Kimi's cheek. "Hey love why don't you stay in our room I'll be over soon." I suggest and he nods. He untangles himself quietly making his way up to our shared room. 

Race weekend was going well until Max had a brutal crash. He sat down on the floor his mind swirling. He was trying to hide the fact that he was crying, slowly wiping his tears and getting up. The red flag was bought out and soon the cars were back on track. "I can't see and breathe." Noel muttered into the radio. "Noel deep calm breaths please it'll be fine in through the nose and out through the mouth." His trainer calmly said. Noel tries to do what is said, he remembers losing control of the car and someone else's car slamming into his. Then it turned pitch black. His vision returns moments later and his whole body feels numb. Lando was hovering over checking on him. Shakily he gets up and sees how ruined the car is, half of it gone. He had a pounding headache as he blacked out again from the pain.