I glance at her. She seems so lost in her thoughts. I know she is hurt. Hurt so badly. I can make it out yet she is still fighting not to show it. Mt blood kept boiling when her f**king so-called father had spoken such words about her and then lastly claiming that she was their daughter. I just kept quiet because it was their house.
Silent tongue gains the wise mind.
The hurt on her face when i didn't say anything shows it all. Deep down in my cold heart the desire to take away all her worries and be her solace was all i wanted.
I stopped the car in front of my house. I looked at her but she made no movement. I sighed. "Baby we reached" i tell her. Yet still no answer. I turn to her side and grab her arm just then i realise that she might have fallen asleep. Oh sh't.
I quickly remove my seatbelt and get out of my seat. I go to her side and open the door, she falls out but i am soon to catch her. She is fast asleep. I remove the hair falling on her face and remove her seatbelt. I put one hand under her thighs and under her back. I pick her up and carry her in my arms inside my house.
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She moves a little in my arms and stirs her eyes open. She looks at me with a frown. Her silence fills my gut meaning she is unable to pour out her emotions. She shouldn't keep it all to her self. I don't want her to become numb. I want her to feel and express her feelings.
I gently place her on my bed. The only woman to ever be on my bed, the only woman who will sleep with me in this bed. She looks at me. Her eyes show nothing but hurt. I look at her and gently kiss her forehead an act which i've come to like. I kiss her forehead once again promising her that i'll never leave her side. She once again looks at me with teary eyes. She hugs my toros hardly and starts pouring out her emotions. She hugs me ever so tightly and it breaks my heart to know that she has never been with anyone like this.
I rub her back and kiss her head. "I-i h-have no-one, n-no one" she hicups. I cup her face in my big hands and look at her teary eyes. I wipe away her tears. "Baby don't say that, you have me with you. Let me tell you something" i say and kiss both of her eyes with utter softness. She deserves been kissed like that her whole life even if she is all grey and old. I will never stop with kissing her with softness. God only knows if i'll be alive that many years to see her grow old but i want that, i crave that. I want to make her mine forever. To be with her always. The age-gap between us doesn't do anything to me. I don't care of it. I just want her with me forever. I just want her. Because she needs me too.
I sit on the edge of the bed and pull her to my chest. She still looks so tiny and fragile. "Baby i know how badly it hurts, but listen don't ever give up your hope just because of someone from your past. I know it will be hard for you to forgive them i totally understand that baby and even if you don't want them to come for our wedding i totally understand it. But baby always remember that i am here with you. You are not alone in this baby, i am here right beside you and i will always be beside you no matter what. Please baby accept me in your life" i say while holding her soft small hand in my big one.
