SIX - One Direction

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The nights blur together like pages in an old, well-worn book, each one melding into the next until time itself feels like it's lost its meaning. The studio has become a second home—no, scratch that—it's the only home they have left at this point. The hours pass without notice, and the air is thick with caffeine and creativity, an unspoken bond that keeps them all tethered to each other, to the music, to the memories. With each song they write, they're pouring out a little piece of themselves, unraveling the last five years of their lives, laying it bare on the table for everyone to see. Their personal growth, the friendships that have weathered storms, and the undeniable pain of Zayn's absence—it's all woven into the fabric of their work, no matter how hard they try to hide it.

It's been months since Zayn left, and while the acute pain of it has softened, there's still a constant ache, a lingering gap where his presence once was. It's like an empty seat at the table—one that nobody can fill, no matter how hard they try. His absence echoes through every chord, every lyric, but the music doesn't stop. It can't. It won't.

One night, after what feels like hours of endless strumming and scribbling, Liam puts down his guitar with a heavy sigh, stretching his arms above his head like he's just fought a bloody war. The sharp creak of his back echoes in the otherwise quiet room, and for a moment, everything stands still.

"Anyone else feel like we're trying to fit five years into a few minutes?" he says, the weariness in his voice clear as day. There's a tiredness there, but also something else—something bittersweet. Like the weight of everything they've done is finally starting to hit.

Alex glances over at him, nodding slowly, her fingers idly tapping on the edge of her coffee cup. She takes a deep breath, letting the words sit in the air for a moment. "It's like every song is a chapter, and we're flipping through them so fast, we can't even stop to catch our breath."

Her words hang in the air, and for a second, the room is filled with a quiet heaviness. It's not just the album they're making anymore; it's the whole damn journey. It's the five years that have shaped them into who they are now—fame, success, heartbreak, and everything in between. It feels like they're trying to fit all that into these songs, to capture the essence of everything they've been through, all the lessons learned, the pain survived, and the friendships that have held them up.

They all fall silent, lost in their thoughts. The memories flood in, uninvited, as they all sit there, in the dark, reflecting on it all. From the chaos of The X Factor, where it all began, to the first time they stepped into a stadium and heard the roar of thousands of fans, to the sleepless nights spent in hotel rooms and the quiet moments on tour buses where it was just them and the world. It's all there, like an old movie playing in their minds, with Zayn's face a part of the reel, but somehow, the film has kept playing even without him.

Louis, sitting at the back of the room, strums a few notes on his guitar, his hands moving mechanically as if they're replaying some song from his past. His eyes are distant, lost in his own head. They all are, in some way. But it's Alex who finally breaks the silence, her voice soft but full of something she can't quite describe.

"I know what you mean, Liam," she says, her gaze flickering to the others. "It's like we're trying to capture it all in one go, and it's just not possible. We can't fit five years into a few songs. But we can bloody try, right?"

Niall chuckles softly, the sound like the familiar, comforting noise of a mate trying to lighten the mood. "I dunno about you lot, but I'm knackered. I'd rather just get to the bit where we play these songs for the fans, yeah?"

Harry, who's been quiet up until now, glances at Alex with a look that's so steady, so grounded, it makes her heart skip a beat. He's never been the type to get overly sentimental, but there's something in the way he holds her gaze now that makes her feel like he's reading her thoughts. Something deeper, something unspoken.

"No matter what happens next," Harry says, his voice low and serious, "we'll always have this. We'll always have these songs, this bloody journey. It's ours."

Alex feels a lump rise in her throat as she looks at him, his green eyes locking with hers. He doesn't need to say anything more, and she knows that this is what it's all about. The music, the bond, the friendship—they're not just writing for the fans anymore. They're writing for themselves, for each other. And that's the only thing that matters now.

She manages a smile, but it's a small one, a fragile one, like she's holding onto the words but not entirely sure she can say them out loud. "Yeah," she whispers, feeling a tear slip down her cheek before she can stop it. "We will."

The room goes quiet again, and for a brief moment, it feels like everything around them stops. The ticking of the clock, the soft hum of the guitars, the rustling of papers—it all fades away until it's just them. Just the bond they share and the music that's flowing through their veins.

And then, in a sudden shift, it's like the moment breaks. Niall stands up, stretching and groaning loudly, his voice cutting through the quiet. "Right, lads, can we please get to the bit where we actually finish this album? I'm starving, and I'm starting to think we might've written *one* bloody song in the last five hours."

Everyone laughs, the sound of it filling the space like a breath of fresh air. It's a bit of a relief, really. They've all been holding their breath, each one of them grappling with the weight of everything they've been through. But in this room, with the bandmates who've become family, they don't have to carry it all alone. And that's the thing—that's the magic of it.

As the night stretches on, they continue to work, the words coming easier now. They're no longer trying to fit five years into a few minutes—they're taking their time, letting the music unfold naturally, piece by piece. It's the way it was always meant to be.

Later, when the clock finally strikes 4 a.m., and they can barely keep their eyes open, Harry and Alex find themselves sitting together on the worn couch, the sound of the band still playing softly in the background. Harry reaches for his coffee, now lukewarm, and gives Alex a tired but contented look.

"We've made it this far," he says quietly, taking a sip of his drink, his fingers brushing against hers for a second.

"Yeah, we have," she replies, feeling the weight of the words as they settle between them. "And no matter what happens next, we'll always have this. This music, these nights, this band."

Harry leans back, stretching out his legs, and there's a slight smile tugging at his lips. "Well, you lot better not get too famous, yeah? Don't forget about me when you're all living the dream."

She laughs, shaking her head. "As if we could forget about you, Harry. You're bloody impossible to forget."

"Oi, I'm bloody charming, mate," he teases, nudging her with his shoulder. "I'm the one who keeps this band together, you know?"

Alex smiles, rolling her eyes. "Sure you are, you prat. But you're right. We'll always have this. Always."

And with that, they fall into a comfortable silence, the music of the night still playing softly in the background, marking the end of another long, intense night. But somehow, as they sit there, in the dimly lit studio, the weight of the world feels a little bit lighter. Because they know—no matter where they go, no matter how things change—they'll always have each other. And that's more than enough.