Untitled Poem

It's been a year,
Or maybe more than "A year"
Since I've known
a guy who taught
me not to fear.
Fear of deeply knowing people
and being attached to them
so as being sincere.
One who makes me feels I'm secured.
Despite our distances,
We became very good friends.
Shared laughter, thoughts and talks.
Time came,
our hearts' been in love,
Not with each other as you expect
But with other people.
From then, our communication became seldom,
Infrequent as a girl smiles
'Coz she hates the world.
Months later,
The person whom I thought was the guy I've been waiting for all my life,
Turned out to be the man who caused me pain,
So much pain.
Left my heart and tore it apart.
Then there you came Again,
Right in time.
The time that I need you most.
By my side, you never leave and
never fails to make me smile.
You lift me up and helped me fix my broken heart.
Without me knowing that time,
You were also on my foot.
Suffering from a failed relationship.
We were both in pain by then.
Now, we are both mended.
Wounds are healed and banded. :)
This poem is untitled. It's like what I felt for you, it's unrecognized yet. I'm not sure yet and I still, don't want to take the risk.
Risk that can possibly change what we have now.
This poem is a way of saying
"Thank you" for always being there right next to me.
"Sorry" for being *pusong mamon* at times.
I mean, that *tampo-tampo* of me.
Thanks for understanding my moods and my flaws.
And also for your full
patience. :)
You will always be my best guy friend.
I love you and I will always do. ❤❤❤