scared of Losing you again

part 4

ASA POV

Days past, Since then. I always went to canny's company to see her, but she's always busy around me, everytime I want to talk something, she's always avoiding me.

While walking at her company's hallway, I saw her. Looking so straight at sharp, before she's going to Get over it I hold her arms and we both exchanging glaze.

Before I could say I word, she spoke first, "what do you want?" She coldly said, "can you Let go of my hand?" She added while raising her eyebrows.

I let go of her and she cross her arms, not taking her glasses away, "can we talk?" The only word I let out from my mouth, "please?".

She just rolled her eyes and turn her back to me, " follow me" she whispered that enough for me to hear, I smiled and followed her,..

I'm walking at her back and she's the one who lead the way, she brings me to the rooftop and let out a deep breathe,.. as she turned to me, "what do you want?" She ask me again and it's just the same question as before.

"I want you" I said I'm my normal voice, but her eyes went wide and look at me like she's looking at me before our relationship ended.

CHIQUITA POV

I got shock of what she just said, is she's okay? Did rora did something bad?, but why? After what she did to me, Is it just like that for her?, she broke me, she hurt me, but all of that i didn't let my feelings fade away, maybe it's still not the time to end our connection,.. I look at her In my calm look and I can saw at her expression that she's not joking, i can feel that she's proving it.

But

"Me?" I stop for a second "Don't you break my heart?, Asa. Don't you know what I did after you hurt me?",... I said Holding back my tears.

She went closer and touch my shoulder, "canny, if your still not moving on,.. let's go back to where we are from" as she cares my cheeks and look at me with her Regretting eyes.

I let my tears fall and I can sense her regrets in her eyes, her gaze was so her, "It's not that easy for me, Asa., you hurt me and Don't you know how I suffered from everything you did to me?" She wipe my tears with her thumb and hug me tightly.

I can feel the safety in her arms,.. I let her hug me and i almost fall, again, with her arms with everything she have done to me when we are was still together, "just give me an another chance, I'll prove your wrong, canny, let me love you again"

She said, as she pulled out, she's about to kiss me but I stops her, I look into her eyes with a worried expression's, but she smiled and brush a strand of my hair that covers my face., "you don't have to be scared"

As Asa went closer and closer, she cupped my cheeks and pulls me for a kiss, it was tender, soft this is my first ever kiss, our kiss depends and I noticed my self responding and my arms are already at her nape.

We pulled away catching our breath,. As we rested our forehead to eachother,.. "this can't be" I said as I stepped back locking my eyes at her's.

"What's the problem?" She ask me standing at where I went.

"Don't you have your girlfriend?" Before she could speak I run, towards the elevator, and before she could reach on me, I closed the door quickly, not wanting her being with me at the inside, "what was that?"

ASA POV

Before I could reach her, she closed the door, I rest my forehead at the door as my tears was falling, and all I can this is the kiss, our first ever kiss, I saw myself smiling while my tears are still falling, "our kiss, the kiss, was all I can this is it was the kiss.

Days past, I seen her always avoiding me,.. she's always Staring into nothing, and if I find her she's always nothing,..

Without thinking, I message her, -i miss us- I pressed the send button before I could change my mind, it didn't take to long after she responded.

-sorry- my heart ache when I seen her response, but I didn't take back, all I can do is to respond at her message.

-canny, Please forgive me from what I have done before- and I hit send again, before I could change my mind.

After that she responded.

-i'll almost give you a chance, but I remembered that your still have a girlfriend-

I look at my screen and smiled sweetly, as I response.

-we end our connection after that I confess, I confess that I still love you, I was so damn when I chose the person is not truly I love-

I wait at her response but it's nothing, all I can see is she seen my messages.

"Canny, i'm sure that everything will go back, trust me" I know that she still loves me, I can feel at her presence.

CHIQUITA POV

I was sitting at the balcony, drinking my favorite wine, while staring at her message, all of this was true, I know, Asa is not a lier, I know her, but let makes it long, I want her to wait at me, I want her to be patience.

Let's see her next move.

I smiled while drinking my wine while staring at the City lights surrounding me,..