Love Me Worst 4

Life Changes You

Devante P.O.V

Having lunch with my beautiful wife in L.A at our favorite mexican restaurant,we were in town looking at homes to purchase

She was unusually quiet just sipping her margarita with the sugar around the rim as the sun glazed down on her beautiful brown smooth complexion

"So how did you feel about that last house"I asked her trying to pick her brain

"It was insanely beautiful but I don't know it just didn't feel like home to me"She said

I smiled and said"baby home is wherever you're heart is"I said grabbing her hand

"I know that"She said slightly grinning at me

"So whats the real problem?talk to me Drizz"I said

"Baby we've been through alot this last past year you almost died....do you think this is really the right time to buy a house and move I mean Atlanta is where all of our friends and family is....... our whole us village"She expressed

"True but we can split the time between here and Atlanta.....Drizz I just like the energy out here I think this move is gonna be great for us...the kids....even business wise I just need you on board "I said to her

"I'll follow you wherever you wanna go"She said staring into my soul

"My baby"I said as I smiled and kissed her hand

"I know this past year was alot on you.....on us....and I appreciate you baby for taking care of me it meant the world to me its a new year and now I wanna give you the world cause you deserve it"I said to her

I scooted next to her and kissed her on her forehead gently

My baby stood my side a nigga couldn't walk I was having multiplensurgeries on my spine and Drizz she moved in the hospital room with me

She took care of me...,cussing out lazy nurses....,helping a nigga to the bathroom cause I couldn't do nothing for myself I was fucked up

I wasn't surprised tho I always knew she was a real bitch from day one

Never gotta second guess her loyalty one thing about Drizz she riding she rolling and she rocking with me

I trust Drizz with my fucking life

"I just get fucking emotional everytime I think about it seeing you in that hospital bed like that seeing you hooked up to all those tubes I thought you were gonna die"She said starting to tear up

I held her in my arms as she laid her head on my chest as the tears rolled down her eyes

"I didn't die baby we made it through....."I said

"I don't know what I'll do if you were to ever leave me"She said wiping her tears away

"Drizz I'll never leave you....I would leave this world before I'll ever leave you"I said

She pucker her lips up as I placed my lips onto her's

"Forever im yours even after that"I said to her

After leaving the restaurant we checked into our Air bnb and it was cool we only here for one night

my baby wanted to hit the pool so thats we did

She put on her little swimsuit on pulled her hair into ponytail some lip gloss in her true natural state she's the most beautiful woman in this world and I'll argue with anybody bout it

She hopped in the pool "ooh it feels so good get in here with me"She said

I opened my bottle of percs and poured out two pills in my hand and popped them