creepypasta research and experiences

so busy

Ahhh wtf I've been so busy so basically I tried to watch marble hornets again cause the last time I stopped cause I had to go to practice but I legit couldn't handle it my head started hurting so much and my stomach was hurting it was a weird feeling so I just stopped deciding I'll continue watching it tomorrow with is today but dam my schedule was fully booked like I went to my friend's arnis match to support them but I manage to get out at like 11:45 and then me and my dad went to eat at a restaurant together then we had to go back to the school where the arnis matches were held cause I forgot my friend's phone was in my bag cause she was busy and I left with it when I got back home I immediately went back to school to get the materials for our project from my locker but our classroom was locked so I just went to my group mate's house to like discuss our plan then I got home at 6:30 then ate then was really tired but fighting the sleepiness cause I'm gonna try to summon laughing Jack in my dream tonight imma post on this tomorrow.

So basically I suddenly realized that whenever I read creepypasta stuff my head will start hurting and stuff sometimes when I'm even thinking about them my head will hurt but I haven't experienced anything lol. Like basically I'm my diary I used to write like affirmations where I would say "slender man is not real, creepy pasta are not real, I am safe" and like the headache will go away for a bit but will come back. Maybe it's because I'm a semi beliver? Idk honestly I hate the headaches and the constant dizziness. I've been wanting to summon laughing jack for while now but I've been chickening out and my air pods were low battery and I left the charger at home so I couldn't really play the music before sleeping because I will not listen to it while my mom is sleeping next to my bed. Ok so just wish me luck ig bye my non-existent readers,

(Sorry for bad grammars thanks for reading non-existent readers byeeeee)