(Yn's Diary)
A few months ago we escaped a HYDRA
Base i saw bucky shirt less for the first time his actual name is James Barnes but everybody calls him bucky its sound wierd calling him James.
he had the best abs and has amazing blue eyes i get lost in them everytime i see him.
He has a hard time sleeping though he has Nightmares again before we left he stopped having them but since we got back they have been worse i feel kinda bad for him.. also Bruce got back we missed him a lot even though i never seen him before he seems nice.. Tony hasn't left his room he found out his parents got into a car accident while we where at Hydra.
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Steve: hey Bruce do you think you can check on bucky's wounds later today we haven't looked at them since we got back but he was bleeding a lot at the time
Bruce: yeah sure i can do it now if you like?
Steve: all right i'll get him see you in the lab
Steve walks upstairs to bucky's room and sees him sitting on his bed staring at the wall
Steve: hey buck
Bucky: hmm
Steve: come i asked Bruce if he could take a look at your shoulder and knee
Bucky: no need
Steve: you do this everytime c'mon its gonna get infected
Steve: if it gets infected you might lose another arm
Bucky: thats not something to Joke about
Steve: im not joking
Bucky: do i really have to
Steve: yes, its just Bruce Nobody else
Bucky: fineee
Steve: c'mon
They walk together to bruce's lab
Bruce: hey you can sit here.
do you mind taking your shirt off for me
Bucky: actually-
Steve: no he doesn't
Bucky slowly takes his shirt off Steve standing behind him when his shirt is off
Steve's heart drops
Bucky's back is covered in old cuts and scars between his shoulder blades is the worst one HAIL HYDRA roughly carved in his skin. Bucky looks terribly uncomfortable walking around without a shirt Bruce turns around and sees bucky coverd in scars and old cuts
Bruce: can you sit down for me please
Bucky sits down at the table Bruce takes a look his shoulder
Bruce: its healing pretty good nothing wrong i will change the bandage because it looks Dirty. He binds up the wounds and tells bucky he can put his shirt back on.
Bruce: so let me take a look at your knee
Bucky rolls up his trouser leg
Bruce: that doesn't look good
Bucky: wdym?
Bruce takes off the bandage and sees a small metal dot sticking out the wound
Bruce: what is that?
Bucky: Oh i have no idea
Bruce: do you mind?
Bucky: no not at all
Bruce grabs a pair tweezers and takes out the as it seems bullet. It has been in there for months and started to rust
Bruce: Oh thats not good
He disinfects the wound and binds up the wound
Bruce: you have to rest so no running or missions
Bucky:wha-
Steve: okay no problem
Bucky: side-eying Steve
Bruce: Steve can i aks you something
Steve: yeah ofcourse
Bucky: well im going back
Bruce: okay i'll see you around
Bucky: yeah sure
Steve: bye
Bucky: bye
he stumbles out of the room
Steve: whats up
Bruce: what happened to him?
Steve: Hydra who knows what they did to him but he doesn't like talking about it. He never had scars but since he got back-
Bruce: but he's okay right i mean apart from looking tired
Steve: for as far as we know he has severe PTSD, anxiety and trauma Tony thinks he has trust issues but he's not sure and he doesn't have his full memory back making it even worse but he gets these Nightmares waking him up every night he's been having some really bad ones lately
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(That night)
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De Todothe door opens and bucky walks inside hands coverd in blood and it dripping down them. a bloody had print on his neck and a bullet wound on his knee and 2 on his shoulder he was shaking ⭐ Okay first of all im an awful writer but I find it fucking an...
