Forget You Not

Chapter 7

14 days before the wedding

ZEE'S POV

It's been four hours since I've been waiting for Nunew in their living area. He had told everyone to make me go home as he don't want to talk to me right now, but I didn't go anywhere.

I just can't give up on not talking to him now, after everything that happened to us last night I can't just let it be and won't talk to him about it.
I need to know his feelings for me. I want to know why he did it, or does it not meant something to him?
Cuz, it means everything to me.

I woke up early in the morning but he was not there anymore. He ran away to me.
I don't know what his feelings are. That's why I'm here  to make sure if he is really okay.

Mrs. Keerati came and sat beside me. She looks sad while looking at me.

"I'm so sorry for disturbing you all here like this Mrs. Keerati. I just want to talk to Nunew right now." I said.

"No, it's okay Zee. I must be the one to say sorry to you."she said. Then she holds my left hand.
"I know it must be hard for you to see him being like this. Please understand him for now." She said trying to make me understand Nunew as I nodded. But she doesn't have to say it cuz that's what I'm doing right now.

"Is he okay though." I ask her and she smile weakly.

"He would be for sure" she said but the look in her eyes are telling me otherwise.

God. I need to talk things with Nunew before anything else.

"Please tell him, I'll come back next time Mrs. Keerati." I said as I don't want to disturb them anymore. I didn't go to meet with clients today and just told Tutor to go with Net instead. As I'm here at the Keerati's house to talk with Nunew but since he doesn't want to talk to me and don't want to see me I've got no choice but to go back next time.

"Okay Zee I will tell him. Anyway, welcome back and Take care " as she rubs my shoulder.
I said goodbye to her and get out of their house.

When I was in front of the car I look up at Nunew's window. The curtains was drawn in and even the sunlight won't get in.
I felt awful cuz I know he wanted to forget about what happened to us last night and I can't just accept it.
I sigh and get in the car as I drive out of the place.

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NUNEW'S POV

I was on my bed still lying as I heard Zee's car driving away.
My tears stream down again. I've been crying for the whole time since I got home.
I want to get angry of myself as I make him wait there for many hours. But i don't want to hurt him even more now. I am too ashamed to look at him after I ran away last night.

I heard my door open and my mother gets inside. I sat down on my bed and she walk and sat on my bed. She wipe the tears in my eyes as she smile weakly.
"Nu son. The decision is still yours. But son think of your happiness and not others." She said.

"If I back out mom. I'm afraid grandpa would not take it. His heart is getting worse every month. He only has 1 year left and the least thing I would do is to disappoint him, that would lead him to die early." I said sadly looking down on my hands.

"Pa would surely understand son. Please, I don't want you to get hurt even more." She said as she holds my hand.
"Zee loves you, and even if he wouldn't say it you can feel it. Son don't give up on your love on him." She continues as she look at me with a pleading look.

"I can't risk grandpa's life for this love mom." I said
"He would find someone better than me mom. He would forget his love for me. He was starting to move on and I'm letting him do it." As I'm determined now. Zee would forget about me and that's important, to see him happy without me.
I'm only gonna hurt him if he would stay with me.