The drive

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Lloyds POV

We had been driving for hours taking odd firms and keeping out of site of any roads or settlements. Kai and me had split up well split up is the wrong word he was about half an hour a head of us as we don't want to attract any attention towards ourselves. Harumi was asleep on my back her head leaning on my shoulder, arms around my waist. I had the same queer feeling in my stomach and heart. It was like an ache but also happiness and there was only one person who could ever make me feel this way and that one person out of seven billion people was Harumi. Harumi the girl who hates me, betrayed me, broke me and stood my heart to give it a quick summary. 

Why does everyone I love hate me.

Well I mean there are plenty of reason to hate me

I have a whole list 

1. I'm the son of lord garmadon

2. I realised the great devourer 

 3. I am weak 

4. Make mistakes 

5. Let loads of villains take over ninjago resulting in deaths 

6. Was a horrid bratty child 

7. Stole the green ninja from Kai (he would of done so much better than me)

8. Am a horrible leader 

9. I miss Lord garmadon the most evil villain ever and love his side kick

I could easily go on for an hour or two but I won't I need to focus on the corset track so.we don't crash. I mean I would mind dying but harumi deserves to live I mean that's why I'm here anyways to save her so she can live the life she would of had if I hadnt killed her parents. My phone buzzes in my pocket, I pull it out and unlock it. 

The notification is from Instagram my mum. Uhhhh where is she now austrailia, Nigeria or new York city. It was a picture of her and some new boyfriend on holiday with the hashtag of Spain beaches are the best. Who still uses hashtags I thought to myself. How come she can just move on forget about dad like that and get a new boyfriend every week. How could she just forget about me why am I never good enough for her.

All my life I have tried so hard to be good enough to fill the void in my life, I said up put on a mask smile and pretend I'm ok. I have done everything she wanted, I took the punches, I took the blame for dad turning evil, I cleaned up the blood and glass, I trained and trained, I forgot every battle, I have don't everything but I'm still not good enough.

When will I be good enough 

When will someone want me

Why can't I be enough 

When will they see the real me

I was pulled out my thoughts by Harumi moving around clearly starting to wake up. "Sorry did I ..... How long .... Sorry" she said flustered and blushing. I laughed a little, I'm getting good at putting on a smile I think. "Don't worry it wasn't long but we will be there in around ten minutes just a warning" I said. Well that will be fun hi everyone me and Kai bailed harumi out of jail so say hi! 

We are so dead.

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