little prologue
flashback to the summer of '22
in the summer of 22 my dojo took a summer vacation trip to seoul korea, but to sensei wolf seems to believe that it is "always time for training" whatever that means.
my eyes open and i turn over beside me to look at boy i've been sparing with for the past weeks, kwon. clothes on the floor, and kwon's cold hand laying on my bare stomach from underneath the sheets.
i guess me and kwon have been at this for a few days now, there was a lot of sexual tension between us, and i guess it took a toll on me, honestly what did i see in him he was possessive assertive and very controlling.
my dojo only came here to learn new techniques and here i was sleeping with my sparing partner, i wasn't proud but the sneaking around casual flirting made my adrenaline rise, which i liked.
but the more we leaned into this kwon made it harder to pull away, somehow i was his, but at the same time i wasn't he got to speak to other girls and flirt but the second i decide to breathe near a boy it was war.
he wanted me without the commitment, and that hurt.
was i not good enough? was i not enough? what the hell is wrong with me?
soon after i saw him leave another girls room so i stopped taking orders from him, and that caused a lot destruction and chaos and on the last week of my trip it all ended.
"really bruna? you are done?" kwon spat at me
"there's was nothing to begin with so tell me what exactly is done?" i spat back
"you are mi-" he says before i cut him off
"no kwon im not yours. im not some fucking object. this entire summer you treat me like absolute shit i can't talk to my friends, i cant go out alone, im not your fucking puppy." i say to him as tears start to form in my eyes
"okay then leave my room, leave my life i can have anyone i want in this room and on this bed in a second" he yells at me
"i really fucking hate you, kwon you're just a shitty person" i say as the tears in my eyes start to fall.
"i hate you too, i wish i never met you" kwon says
"good thing you won't see me ever again" i say
"like i would want too, there's the door. go. leave. never come back. " he scoffs at me and his hand pointed towards the door ahead of me
i take my first steps to the door and when i get there i turn around and look at him with tears running down my cheeks and say ..
"i hope i never see you again."
and i left we got on that plane and i never saw him again.
