as i stare at the plane window on the way barcelona, i can't help but to think of the last time i was on one, 2 years ago when that entire thing went down with he who will not be named. nothing but pure hatred i felt for him.
i had the idea that i would be seeing him at this competition but maybe not and i would hope not.
the plane will land in barcelona, spain in 5 minutes
" b you were awfully quiet the entire flight is everything alright?" my bestie lola says softly resting her hand on my shoulder
"yea im okay, i just haven't flown since that trip to korea." i let out
" i know you were really hurt b, im sorry, but it's been two years and you healed and even though it hurts to think about, you got me and you don't have to suffer in silence." she says with such a sweet smile
lola is the closest thing to family, she been here through it all im so grateful for her.
"love you lolo." i say as a smile started to form and my worries went away.
the plane is now landing thank you for flying with us.
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on the mat.
i look around and and see all the dojos start to line up one by one.
"there is alot of people here." i say while my eyes wander around. "i know right, so many cute boys from all over the world." lola exclaims .
as i look around my stomach drops, my heart starts to pound, i start to lose my breath. it cant be, not now. please not now.
kwon jae sung out the corner of my eye.
2 years later seeing right in front of made me feel every bit of pain all over again. but it's okay i don't have to talk to him, or look at him or even be near him.
but then why couldn't i look away?
shit, he saw me, maybe he won't recognize me right?
but oh poor bruna was wrong, how could one forget a pair of eyes like her?
as each of the two captains step up i get a closer look at him that same cocky smirk and messy black hair and those dark and mysterious eyes.
standing right across from him i knew he'd see me, but i couldn't help but wonder what he was going through his mind, was he also hurt to see me, did he take time to depict and admire all my features?
as we all step back into our positions as we once were, we prepared for out first event .
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"okay we devoured back there, did you see their faces?, priceless" lola exclaimed, "i know right" i said back faking my excitement as there was only one thing running through my mind or someone.
"im gonna go fill up my water, i'll be back " i say "okay don't get lost b" lola said as she let out a laugh "haha so funny." i strike back sarcastically.
as im filling up my water i hear a voice not just any voice his voice
"didn't expect to see you here" he says
chills all down my spine, i froze but i got the courage to turn around
"what do you want kwon." i say
"im just being friendly, just wanna chat." kwon says as he's stepping closer to me
"id rather not do anything with you." i say to him
"why are you so upset with me? you left me." he spat at me
"oh yeah? after you told me to fucking leave" i yell back
" i do not remember who said what" he scoffed
"oh so you don't remember going into that girls room tonight?" i question him
" what girl? what room?" he says back (liar)
" a girl i don't know you walked into her room the night i went out with lola i came back and saw you walk into her room, that's why i left." i scoff
"oh yeah, what about axel i saw you walk into his room too" he questions me
"is that what you think happened?" i ask as i step closer to him
"yeah i do" he says stepping closer to me as well
"well it fucking didn't." i say as i look up to him
"i think you are lying" he says as he leans in closer into me leaving 0 personal space
as were only inches away i see him looking at lips and all i feel is this burning sensation, pure hatred but i wanted him, no. i needed him.
he pulls me in closer to his body, grabs my chin and lays his sweet lips against mine, his other hand moving up and down my back, my hand on the back of his head
he pushes me back against the wall and deepens the kiss, his tongue in my mouth and mine in his his hands roam all around my body like they once did before he slipped his hand in my shirt from the back tracing my back with his cold hands , he bites my lip and moves downwards on my neck leaving kisses where im most weak.
the chills down my spine are all i can feel along with his lips, the warmth of his body, and his cold hands as he pulled away, his face and mine are inches away looking at each others eyes, breathing the same air, i break the silence between us and say
" i should probably get back lola is waiting on me"
" yea me too" he says
as i start to walk away he calls my name
" hey bruna!" he yells
"yea?" i yell back
" meet me on the roof tonight?" he asks me
"maybe" i say as i smirk and turn back around and walk away to find lola.
maybe seeing him tonight won't be so bad who knows? it might be fun, that kiss was fun but maybe wrong should i really forget about all that happened?
oh sweet bruna, so fragile, so sweet , so stupid. i fear she has no idea about what she's gonna get herself into.
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yes a makeout scene in a public server we all know the because who wants a boring love story
