Contracts and Cameras | A JJK SERIES

Ch 35:- Shatter

Y/n pov

As time passed, I found solace in his arms wrapped around me. It was a calm, warm feeling which, I didn't wanna let go. Jungkook's arms wrapped around my body, more like under as I laid above his arm, his other hand drawing circles in my arms as all that could be heard was our silent breathing.

"This all mess... Will be fine right?" I mumbled, barely recognising my own voice. This was maybe the second time I felt so done, so close to giving up.. or maybe the third time. But the setback? Yhh second. This hurt, this pain I felt only once in my entire life, when I saw those people.. looking at me with those pity eyes at mom's funeral.

The feeling of being lost..

It was as if I did everything in my power, built from a just and orphan girl to a supermodel and now just one click and I'm down again. Down to ground level? "You trust me?" His question broke my trance as I looked at him. Did I...? Did I trust him?? The answer would be...

With my whole life? Yes..

"I trust you the most Kook..." "Then believe me when I say, nothing will happen and everything will be back to normal... Our media team will handle it all..." I trusted him, not anyone else and if he said it's gonna be fine... It should be fine..

"Well leaving that aside... I wanna ask you something..." He looks at me as I hummed, "Yh?" "What's your dream??" I frowned, thinking for a while before smiling slightly, "I wanna travel around the world... See places, enjoy my life to the fullest and die with no regrets..." I looked at him as I saw him smile looking at me, "What about you?" I asked as he smiled,

"I really wanna be with you, grow a future and have kids with you.. that's my dream family baby" His words just made my smile fade. Kids.. family.. I looked away for a moment. That's his dream.. to have kids.. to have a family but..

"It's a Family tree- ah!"
"Y/n!! Why would you push her like that?!"
"She is making family trees as if she isn't the one who broke our family!!"
"She is a kid Yuseok!!"
"The unwanted one!! I never wanted her!!"
"Kang Yuseok!!"
"Shut up Yuhi!! Fucking shut up!! And you!! Get up.."
"No, she comes nowhere with you!"
"KANG Y/N FUCKING GET UP!"

"Y/n!" I flinched out of my thoughts as I looked at Jungkook, who stared at me confused, a hint of worry in his eyes, "We can't have kids Jungkook.. I can't.." Just then his phone rang but Jungkook didn't budge, his eyes fixated on mine, as if trying to read the hidden context beneath my words.

"Jungkook..." He moved and grabbed his phone, picking it up he got up and walked to the balcony. I sighed and got up, sitting on the bed as I hugged my knees near my chest, staring at the wall as those gwaning memories resurfaced in my mind. How my parents treated me, how my supposed to be sweet family was never sweet.

For me, Family is a nightmare, a nightmare I never wanna live and what I went through as a child, I don't want any child to go through it. Blind people don't know how beautiful light is, the same way, I, myself do not know what a perfect family is.. how will I.. make my family perfect?

"Alma..." I looked up at Jungkook as he smiled at me. Leaning in, he placed a kiss on my head before smiling, "I have some work, I'll be home in about an hour... Till then, take care and.. Don't overthink.. call me if you need me, and my number is on the emergency dial so" I slowly nodded at his words.

He had something to say but I guess, he didn't have the time either. I know he wants to know why I said that and I do wanna open up but, I'll wait... I'll wait for him to come back.

Time passed by, the second turned into minutes and minutes into an hour. I just stayed in my room, took a bath and wore some warm clothes. Even in a warm atmosphere, I was feeling shivers.. maybe I'm sick...

My phone rang as I frowned. Maybe he called? I went to the phone and picked it up, "Hello?" "Is this Kang Y/n speaking??" A feminine tone answered making me frown, "Yes? Whose this??" "Ma'am, this is from the Seoul hospital.. we have called to inform you that Jeon Jungkook has been in a car accident, we would request you to come over and help us with the protocols?"

And guess what.. my whole world shattered at her words..

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