Chapter 10

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Steve Pov
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Bucky had a really bad nightmare last night. at around 10 am i went downstairs for breakfast. bucky usually is downstairs at 5 because of his sleeping-problems
But when i got in the kitchen he wasn't there is asked yn if she had seen him she said he was still in his room.

I ate something and wanted to check up on him.
He was sitting on his bed staring at the wall in utter silence
Steve: bucky you want some food?
Bucky:.......
Steve: buck you have to eat something
Bucky:.......

Steve sat down next to him his eyes where glossy and showed no emotion
Steve got up and cruled up next to him
Keeping him company.

He fell asleep pretty quickly bucky was still staring at the wall
Natasha checked up on them after 3 hours He hadn't eaten all day or hadn't talked to anyone

Natasha knocked on the door
Natasha: Steve? Bucky?

She saw Steve asleep next to bucky still staring to nothing

Natasha: buck you need something? you have to eat something at least

She kneeled down in front of him
His eyes filled with pain, guilt and red due to the shortage of sleep he had

Natasha: buck?

She put her hand on his knee he didn't move he didn't look at her Nothing
She looked over at Steve who started waking up he slowly looked at her then at bucky

Steve: i know...i asked him if he needed something but didn't get a response
I cant do anything. And knowing that makes it hurt even more to see him like this.
Natasha: he'll be okay
Steve: everybody has been saying that for the last 3 years iik starting to think they fucked him up to bad what if he cant be fixed

After dinner Steve went back to check on bucky only to see he fell asleep still sitting it made him smile a little bit
Steve put a blanket over him and left

5 am
bucky came running into steve's room in panic
Bucky: Steve wake up please
Bucky: Steve
Steve: bucky what its like 2am
Bucky:....i-i killed them didn't I
Steve turned around facing his friend

Deadass serious
Steve: who?
Bucky: maybe its-
Steve: who??
Bucky: I-I killed tony's parents
Steve:😨
Bucky: he'll kill me if he finds out
Steve: he wont i promise just dont talk about it. promise?
Bucky: nodding yes

Bucky went to the living room after because he could'nt sleep anymore

Yn: what was that about?
Bucky: Jesus what are you doing here
Yn: well.... YOU WOKE ME UP!!
YOU WHERE RUNNING UP THE STAIRS LIKE PETER WHEN A SO CALLED GHOST CHASES HIM UP
Bucky:.........
Yn: i have a joke wanna hear it?
Bucky: sure why not
Yn: hoe much does it cost to kill tony's parents?
Bucky: you-you should'nt make jokes about that
Yn: well what do you think
Bucky:..........
Yn: one buck...... Get it
Bucky: hey hey hey shut up Nobody is supposed to know
Yn: now i do
Bucky: wait-
Yn: you just told me
Bucky: i didn't
Yn: you kinda did
It was a joke ya know because you used to be an assassin
Yn: Owh shIT YOU- YOU REALLY KILLED THEM
bucky: can you just shut up and stop yelling
Yn: oh..my..god

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