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𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑Trauma𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑

(Third person POV ⚠Mentions of r4p3 and s4 ⚠)

After what happened that night, Macin and Vox slept together. Vox having almost all of his weight on top of Macin, his arms around his torso. Macin's arms were around Vox's waist, holding onto him like a lifeline. The Prince slowly started to wake up, groaning softly. A soft yawn escaped his lips, his eyes opening.

He was about to just sit up, but then he remembered that Vox was on top of him. Well, almost. His leg and chest on Macin, his other leg on the side of the bed. "Oh come on.." The Prince sighed softly, making sure not to wake up Vox. He knew how cranky he could get in the mornings. He thought the best option would be to just slide him off of him, but that wouldn't be so easy.

As soon as Macin tried to do that, Vox gripped him tighter. That dumb TV demon was awake. "If you don't get off of me, I will" "I'm still sleeping, shhh go back to bed..." Vox said groggily, nuzzling his face into his chest. "You are such a dumbass.." The Prince rolled his eyes, letting Vox sleep. He knew that he needed this rest, and it was needed for Macin as well.

𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑~ Vox POV

"You know you need sleep, Macin." I said softly, my voice sounding muffled. "I'm fine Vox, just let me get up-" "No." "Yes." "No." "Yes." I looked up, grasping Macin's chin. "No." His body tensed, his jaw clenching. He was seeing something he didn't like. Or someone he didn't like. Forgetting that Macin has trauma with people and being touched, I forget that this makes him remember.

My eyes softened, my gaze soft. I hope in his heart that he sees me and not someone else. My claw nicked his skin as I let go of his chin. The way his body instantly relaxed as I let go, meant he was thinking about her. "She's on your mind, isn't she?" I asked softly, my voice filled with regret for even touching him.

I hated this feeling. The feeling of guilt when I accidentally touched him and made him remember. Macin snapped his attention back to me, he must have zoned out. "What? No, no I'm fine." "Macin." I said his name with that hint of firmness, but it was all sugar coated with love. He knew he could never win against an argument if I pulled out that voice. 

He sighed, glancing away. His gaze could burn a hole into my eyes but yet I would still love it. Even with the loved filled tone, he still couldn't bear my gaze. "Okay, fine..I'm thinking about her.." In my chest, I could feel the sensation of my heart shattering. His mom always made him freeze up, remembering the things she did to him.

The fake love, the contract, the rape. Everything she did to him, so did others. It made him realize that love isn't a thing. But I give him love. The platonic kind, of course. Macin knew that. I sat up, my legs straddling his hips. This position even gave me butterflies, but..I needed him to listen. And the only way he would is if he wouldn't be able to move.

A soft hint of pink dusted his cheeks, his eyes widening. "What the hell are you-" "I want you to listen to me, Macin. And I know you won't listen if I was sitting next to you so I'm going to do this instead." I declared, his soft purple eyes glinting in the moonlight. "I'm not your mother, you know this, right?" 

He nodded, his eyes scanning my form. "I forgot that you don't like being touched, and I'm sorry about that. But I would never hurt you like your mother did. And I hope you understand that." Macin nodded once more, his eyes staring into my eyes. The way I could kiss this Prince, but it might cause me the death penalty. 

He knew I would never hurt him. I would never hurt him intentionally, and if I did hurt him by accident I would instantly apologize. Getting to learn about Macin was like reading a series of books in one day. But, understanding his trauma I can somehow help him. I loved him. I truly did, it caused my heart to ache. 

Not being able to tell him my feelings because he may not retort them back made my heart break. I slowly move off of his lap, sitting next to him instead. It was still night out, but somehow it made Macin more mysterious and hot. The way he could make me feel just by laying next to me or being in the presence of me, made me feel owned. But in a good way.

Not like I'm in some toxic slavery like Valentino has tried to own me. He doesn't own me, but since giving up half of my Overlord ability, that means Val towered over me. Speaking of Val, last night was..Interesting. Seeing the way Macin got so pissed off at Val made me fall in love with him more. Wait, who am I kidding, I can't fall in love with him!

He's the fucking Prince of Hell, you can't date a Prince! Well, thinking about it, Lucifer fell in love with Lilith and she's the first human of creation. Maybe an Overlord like me could date the Prince. I would quite enjoy that. "You're staring." My eyes widened as I realized that I was actually staring straight at Macin.

"Shit, I'm sorry I was lost thinking about something.." I apologized, glancing away. I want him to get mad more often. Is it bad I want him to stalk me sometimes? "No you're fine I just-" Before he could finish his sentence, my phone started to ring. I couldn't tell who it was since it wasn't in my grasp, but I could tell Macin wasn't happy with who it was.

He gave me my phone, handing it to me with a firm expression. Hatred swirled in his eyes, instantly, I knew who it was. Val. His name appeared on the screen, my body freezing up. I didn't want to speak to him. Or see him. Ever. "I can answer it-" "No, no it's fine..I'll answer it.." I gulped, answering the phone.

"Hello?" I ask, my voice trembling slightly. Satan I sound like a bitch. "Hey Voxxy~ I was wondering if you wanted to come over tonight, babe. It'll be just you and me~" Val's voice was filled with lust, and a hint of poison. Why wouldn't he just stop calling me and trying to make me come to his place? 

Macin could see the expression on my face, seeing how I didn't like this conversation I was having with him. I couldn't even say his name without wanting to puke. "I have something important to do, and it's the middle of the night, why would you want me over right now?" "Because I miss you, doll~ I miss my little TV, babe. Come over, leave that prick."

Val's order sounded harsh. I knew if I didn't go, he would hurt me or worse, hurt Macin. I couldn't have that. I turned to glance at Macin, hoping he would understand. He nodded slightly, letting out a soft sigh. "Be careful." He said, his tone filled with love. I nodded, understanding his words with deep content. "I'll be there soon, Val." "Good boy~"