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𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑Fake Love pt.1𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑

~𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑𖤐⭒๋࣭⭑~ Macin POV (This has two parts to this chapter so PT.1)

Love. I'll never be able to figure it out.  What does the word even mean? I heard their differences about the word 'love'. The love I feel is from my mother and the other Elder's, and that's the rape and abuse I receive. The love Vox tells me about is that love is supposed to make someone happy, and feel in safe place.

I will never be able to feel that feeling. It's who I am. It's who I'm meant to be. And who I'm meant to be is a person that doesn't deserve real love. A Prince that deserves fame, and maybe a new generation of kids, but that's all that I'm worth. And my mother's worth. That's all I'm good for. Money and pleasure. 

But the way Vox acts around me, makes me feel loved. It was weird. Why was he acting so different and comfortable around me? Wasn't he afraid? He just doesn't know what I'm capable of. It drove me to the point insane, why wasn't he trying to run away from me? That's what everybody else does. Runs away when their done using me.

Vox left to get something, must have been something from the store. He didn't mention Val or anything after what happened. But, it made sense. Sitting on the bed, just staring into space felt nice. Being able to dissociate away from reality and into my own world felt good. As my thoughts started to vanish, my phone starts to ring.

My phone was resting on the nightstand, making it vibrate. My eyes blinked rapidly, losing the train of thought. I quickly grabbed my phone, expecting it to be Vox, but it wasn't. My heart stopped, feeling veins stop pulsing. Lilith's name was on the screen, purple smoke escaping into the air from my phone.

I sighed softly, inhaling and answering. "Hello?" I said softly, my tone was vulnerable. "Hello my little pet, I need to ask you something." Her tone of voice dripped with venom, you could hear soft noises in the background, but not tell what they were. "What is it?" A soft chuckle escaped her lips, then a soft sigh.

"How's Charlie's hotel? I told you it needs to be shut down for good. She can't win this, if she does, you know what will happen." Hearing this from her own mouth made me shiver. I couldn't shut down my sister's dreams! I couldn't! She was my everything, and I was fighting for her right of having that damn hotel in the first place!

I couldn't tell my own mother that I haven't done anything, but if she finds out I haven't been doing anything, I'll get punished. Again. I sighed softly, answering. "Charlie's hotel is perfectly fine. It's doing its business and working great in the industry." A pause of silence. Whatever it takes for Charlie.

A vision then erupted my thoughts, me appearing in her castle up in Heaven. She looked down at me, my limbs being chained with purple chains. Her nails scratched my skin, leaving a hot trail in its wake. The breeze hits my naked form, me begging for her to stop. Tears streaming down my face, uncontrolled sobs escaping past my lips.

"I will be seeing you soon, my dear son." And with that, she hung up. She knew how to make me see those moments, so I knew what was to come soon. I hated being trapped. Locked up. Feeling like a pet for her own use. As if I'm used to her will with no boundaries. I sighed, feeling the anger rush in like a tidal wave.

My hand clenched onto my phone, wanting to either throw it at the wall or make it shatter in my grasp. Before it could even crack, Vox entered the room. He was carrying a cup holder, two coffees in the case. I released my phone, seeing that soft smile on his screen. He was the sunshine in my darkness.

"So, a black coffee with some creamer, right?" He asked, looking down at one of the cups. I chuckled softly, feeling the tense leave my body. "That's right. Set it down on the nightstand and come sit down." I offered, patting the spot next to me on the bed. He slowly came over, placing the coffees onto the nightstand.

He sighed as he sat down, his head instantly resting onto my shoulder. It was a habit I would never get tired of. His hand reached out, gently grasping my coffee cup and handing it to me. I took a sip, feeling the way it felt down my throat. It felt nice to have that slight burning sensation in the back of my throat. 

"So, I was thinking, just a me and you day today?" He announced, looking at me. I hummed softly, thinking. We both know what happens if we try to have an us day. But, I can handle Val again. I shrugged, thinking it over in my head. "Yeah, that sounds nice." Vox hummed in agreement, a soft smile on his screen.

Me and Vox started talking, just about anything really. Before I even noticed, he was sitting on my lap and his arms on my shoulders. "Macin..There's something that I needed to tell you about, that I haven't been saying about.." His eyes glanced away, a soft hint of lighter blue appearing on his screen.

I raised an eyebrow, not really thinking anything about this. "What's up?" I asked softly, tilting my head to the side. I never did get a response to his question, because his lips were against mine in the next few seconds. My heart stopped. The blood rushing through my body paused. What was going on?

Before I knew it, my heart started beating faster. My hands slid up his thighs, gripping his hips firmly. Was I enjoying this? I couldn't be. Right? A soft moan escaped past his lips into my mouth, making me shudder. All these feelings went straight to my throbbing groin. Feeling like it was on fire. Goddamn, how long have I been wanting this for?

He then broke the kiss, panting softly. The way his breath was trembling, it made my groin heat up. I needed him badly. "Vox..I-" "Shh, just relax, your majesty. I gotcha.." He reassured, his tone filled with a desirable lust. His hands gripped onto my shoulders, pushing me down onto the mattress. Trapping me down. 

A small grin appeared on his screen, making me feel my groin burn more with need.

 "Let me show you what real love is, my King."