One sided love as a wife

Why did it get worst ?

Author pov

If a fairytale always had a good ending ,then this one sure is the opposite ,after their fight Jungkook decided to bring the kids home ,it was hard to persuade them since Jungkook promised that they would stay for a monthbut suddenly their dad changed his minds

The ride was silent ,the air was so thick ,it was unseen by the children tho ,only the other 2

When they arrived home Jimin changed and bathed the kids and let them play togethere whereas Jungkook was working on his computer

Ji: Jungkook...dinner is ready

Ju: Hum

Ji: Are you not coming?

Ju:Don't you see that I am doing something?

Jimin'eyes saddened and he nodded as he went downstairs to join his kids

Dan: Daddy ain't with you?

Ji: He has an important work to do right now so he won't but he will tuck y'all in after okey?

The little nodded and ate again ,Jimin didn't eat as he was feeding Yun ,he wasn't in the mood ever ,after helping the three ,Jimin took Jungkook's plate to bring it to the latter

He opened the door and saw that He was still busy ,he puts the plates on the table and went out in the balcony

Jimin's pov

Wow,I am amazed at the changes in my life ,I never imagined that our situation is back to square one ,and this time it was my fault

I am so ashamed ,I was bragging about 'I would never cheat' ,'don't touch me ,we are not onthat term yet' ,yet I was the one letting another stranger kiss and touch me ,I understand Jungkook ,I would have been furious if I was in the same situation as him ,that's why I can't help but feel disgusted by myself

I can't even face him properly ,he might be disgusted by me as well ...why did I have to ruinthe mood ?and in the worst way possible ?

How can I make it up to him ...arghh ,I cried in agony ,my wish right now is that the earth shallow me whole ,should I ...lets search

'How to make it up to your angry husband?'

As expected ,it was all bout sex ,I am afraid tho ,what if the same things repeats again ?what if he reject me ?

I went inside our room ,took my pretty baby pink long t-shirt and changed in the bathroom

I was deciding on weither proceeding with my stupid plan or not ...fuck it ,here I go

I pushed the door open (slowly) and looked over at Jungkook ,fortunately unfortunately he was now laying on the bed ,staring at the ceiling ,my gosh how do I spice things up?

Ji: Ju..njungkook

Ju: Aren't you cold like that?

Ji: Huh..?oh ,no I am just ..hum

Ju: Okey then ,I am gonna sleep

Ji: Wait ... Jungkook ,I am sorry ,I know I wronged you ,very bad ,but I want to repent ,please forgive me ?

I said and went towards him ,I sat on my knees beside him

Ju: Hum,so why did you change your clothes?

Ji: I want to do it ...I mean you asked back then and I am ready now

I was confused as Jungkook laughed in...sarcasm?

Ju: That's your way of saying sorry?...its fine I don't need it anymore ...ask yourself Jimin ,if I was the one who kissed another dude ,would you let me do it with you?I'm sure as heckkk that you wouldn't ,see,even if what I did was having a crush on that girl ,I didn't even kissed or something and you went so mad even going as far as putting her behind bars