Jimin's pov
When Jungkook left ,I felt numb,seeing him crying like that was hurting me ...yes I am an idiot for still caring about him but he is still my husband,the one I love so I can't help it
Looking at my life now,its like it came out of some strange scenario ,its like all the good things I've lived in the past ,were just..memories ...dream
I can't believe I will forget my beloved after 2 days ,I really really want to hate Jungkook for that ,but its somehow my fault no? I'm the weak one that can't be away from him ,
My thoughts were interrupted as Taehyung entered ,I immediately cried ,seeing him makes me want to vent all my emotions out
He rushed to hug me ,I melted in his arms
Tae: Jiminiee*sob* I'm sorry for being..a bad bes..tfriend*sob harder
Ji: Don't be sorry and stop crying Tae,or I will cry more
Tae: No don't your condition will worsen
Tae:...did you choose to take surgery?
I nodded ,he sighed both from sadness and relief,no words were spoken ,he just hugged me ,and eventually I fell asleep
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Few hours later
Jim woke up ,he looked around and was a bit started seeing that he is now in Jungkook's room ,it was night time since it was dark
He pretended to sleep when he heard Jungkook enter the room,his heart beating so fast
Ju: You woke up?
Jimin sat and looked at him while nodding
Ji: I'm sorry,you should have brought me to the living ..room
Ju: Are you good?
Jimin laughed sarcastically
Ji: Very good!
Jungkook knew the tone but decided to shut up,he stands up seeing Jimin trying to get off the bed
Ju: Don't stand ,you will fall
Jimin tried to brush Jungkook's hand off of him but Jungkook only grip harder
Ji: Leave me,I wanna see the kids- Woaah put me down
Ju: I will bring you to their room so stop strugg- why are you crying?
Ji: Why are you acting like this when you know that I will die?
Ju: Jimin-
Ji: I don't need your sympathy Jungkook,what I wanted was love,just your love ,don't play with me
Jungkook brought him silently to the room,puts him on Dany's bed where the latter was sleeping
Ji: Can you leave us alone?
Jungkook left givng them privacy
Jimin lightly shook Dany ,he did not want to wake the other 2 since putting them back to sleep is the hardest of work
Dany woke up rubbing his eyes ,which widen seeing his mom
Dany: MOMMM
He hug him tightly and so did Jimin
Dany: Are you good now?are you feeling tired?
Dany bombarded Jimin with question earning a chuckles in return
Ji: As you can see ...but I missed you three very much ,did you take good care of your siblings honey?
Dany :Yep,I even help them and read them to sleep,the same book mum used to do often
Ji: Good kids...Dany can I ask you to do something for me ?
Dany eagerly nodded
Dany: Of course anything mom wants
Ji: I want you to write me a letter ,a long one ,you will write our story in it ,all the moments that was precious to you and you will write on another page all the things that you three love to do ,eat,listen to ,everything
Dany: Sure but why?
Ji: Mom is becoming old Dany so I need you to help me not forget our memories *teary
Dany looked at his mom worriedly ,he just hug him not knowing what else to do apart that
Dany: I will even write a book for you mum *smile
Jimin kissed his son's forehead and tuck him in
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Behind the door tho was where Jungkook was,with tears roaming down his cheeks,he can't help feeling like dying ,knowing that soon his family will break because of his stupidness
He entered knowing that Jimin can't fully walk
He kissed Dany and the others ,was about to hold Jimin but Jimin just walked or more like limped past him
Ju: Jimin...your feet,you will not be able to go out tomorrow if you get injured
With that being said Jimin stopped ,letting Jungkook bring him to Jk's room
When he was put on the bed ,he immediately tried to sleep
Jungkook just looked at him ,noticing that the later started to sob..again
Ju: Ji-
Ji: Jungkook ,my heart is aching
Jungkook was alarmed and kneeled beside Jimin
Ju: Should I call the doctor*worried
Ji: He cannot fix what's broken ...Jungkook lets cancel our date ,lets only go out as a family
Ju: Why?I prepared many things for you
Ji: You have someone to bring there ,someone you love
Jungkook looked at him sadly,its not like what Jimin said was true its just thatvhe cannot answer because whatever he will say will not change a thing
Ji: Jungkook when I will forget about you ,please do not brainwash me into falling for you,don't talk about our past at all ,don't bring them up
Ju: Jimin I huh..
Ji: I'm sleepy,night
Jungkook now felt how cold he always wished good night to Jimin ,his heart was clenching ,he know he is the bitch that ruined everything but he is now paying and know that will suffer more as time come ,but he wished that his suffering will not have any impact on the children and Jimin
He went outside to breath ,looking at the starry night ,his phone vibrating ,he took it and was now looking at the name displayed
Ju: Hi.
Sia: Jungkookie ,I called because I was worried,are you fine?I did not hear-
Ju: I'm good,are you tho?
Sia: Yes ,I am ...Jungkook hum-
Ju: Sia ,I know I'm the worst to say this in here not face to face but ...I want us to stop seeing each other ...I hope we stay as friends ,I hurt someone I cherished as well as my family ,you did nothing wrong and I hope you have the best life ever ...I can't say that I will always be there for you so take care of yourself ...please don't contact me anymore
Sia: Wait-
*tuttt
Jungkook entered his room ,sat beside the sleeping Jimin and ruffles hisbhair
Ju: I'm sorry Jimin ,I hurt you and I wanna kill myself for that ,but I cannot lose you ,I will take care of you ,I will start a new beginning with you ,you can punish me till the day I die but I will now work harder to make it up to you..I'm sorry Jimin-shii
He said with tears falling down his cheeks
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One sided love as a wife
Acak"Its okey if you don't love me,I do and that's what matter "-Jimin
