Until Death do us apart(Wattys 2015)

Sick

I can't think straight, I can't move, I can barely breathe from all the pain in my heart. It's like I'm being killed again and again, It's not worth it . It really isn't so why can't I end it all? One little cut on the wrist and all my misery will be gone forever.

Shakily, I make my way to the bathroom and every step I take, feels like chains on my feet. I look myself in the mirror and gasp. I couldn't see myself and as much as I looked and looked for the real Bianca Richardson ,she wouldn't come out.

Suddenly I hear the door banging loud and painful noises to my ears.But I couldn't answer it because I was glued to the mirror in front of me with really big and shocked eyes.The door kicked open by now But I still couldn't move. Deep heavy steps were approaching but I was still careless. The bathroom door swung open and then I lifted my head from the mirror to find an annoyed Chase looking at me.

"Bianca? What the heck is wrong with you!Not answering my calls,Not answering my texts, But the door? Not answering the damn door?" He asked with a hint of concern.

"G.. Grayson" I swallowed"He came"I said

He looked shocked. But he tried to keep it together and made something so outrageous sound really casual.

"Soo The D-bag is back in town. Hmm never knew he'd be that dumb considering he has a law degree. Did he try to kiss your feet again? Now remember if that happens..."

" No.He threatened me" I said slightly taken back with the fact that he wasn't taking this seriously.

Suddenly I felt his hand on my shoulder and he had a serious look on this face.

"Bianca, I told you to run if you ever see him again. Got it? And If it makes you any happier, This guy gambles and steals money from others. Do you imagine a future with that total Nutcase?"

"No" I smiled sweetly remembering Damon, But Immediately pushed all the thoughts away.

"See? That's the spirit Now go take a shower and get dressed because I saw some cute girls looking at me in the park and I don't want to blow that only chance away by Worrying about you."

I laughed and lightly smacked him on the arm.He really knew how to cher someone up, I mean, It was In his nature But I would always look up to him as an older brother.

I showered and got ready and started making myself breakfast.

"Soo did you get that vase I needed?" He said while putting the plates on the table.

Shoot I forgot about the Vase! Now Chase was in real trouble with his parents.

" Uhhh I Uh... Okay sorry but I forgot! I was too distracted by Hot guy that came at the door.

"Shit" He sighed"Damon? Really? Over all the guys you had to choose him?"

"What? You know him?"I asked

" Yeah, we went to high school together... Until Senior Year when he started dating that girl. What was her name? Oh yeah! Meredith. She was girl with insecurities and started dating him and his brother at the same time. But Meredith truly loved his brother and not him so she decided to break his heart by stealing money and taking his credit card so she could buy nice clothes. Turns out he didn't have any more money left for college and had to buy a crappy bungalow at the Old Camp. He had to leave school immediately because of his family going bankrupt and to start working. He had a tough life but that's not all to his dark past. And trust me, that girl knew exactly what she was doing.She wanted him to suffer.One time I saw her barge into the bakery where he was working in, and dropped all the bread and stepped on it so he got fired.But she flew away so she wouldn't get caught by the police.