Human (Perrie Edwards Short Story)

I am only human

"Perrie Edwards, omg EW she is disgusting. I hate her so much".

"I love One Direction and I love Eleanor Calder, I don't like Danielle Peazer and I hate Perrie Ewards :S ".

"I hate you. Why are you using Zayn?".

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Bitch"

"FAT"

"I hate Perrie Edwards".

"I. Hate. Perrie. Edwards".

A tear, slowly, slid down my cheek as I scolled through my twitter mentions. My eyes scanned the screen; reading every word. Numbness spread around my body as I found nothing but negative comments. What did I ever do to deserve this.

"Pez?", I heard a small voice say as a knock followed it. Sudently, my phone was in the air as my body jolted up in shock. I cursed under my breathe as my hands reached out for my pillow, in a failed attempted to hide my dim screen.

I coughed. Easing the tension in my throat before I began talking. "Come in", I mumbled while hugging my knees to my chest. My eyes watching as the door slowly creeked open to reveal, my best friend, Jade. A smile crept onto my face, "what's up?".

"Are you okay?" Jade asked, looking at me with a worried look. "Of course I am. What did you want?" I forced a smile. "Me and the girls are going to Nando's. Do you want to come?" She asked. "I think I'll pass. Thanks anyway Jade" I said.

I could feel my stomach aching. I was starving! But I couldn't eat. I didn't deserve food. I've had more than enough because I'm fat. Everyone knows...

She frowned. "What?" I asked. "It's just...never mind" she muttered shaking her head. "Ok. I'll see you later. Bye Poopey" I walked over and hugged her. "Bye Pez" she hugged back before walking out. I shut the door sliding down it. "What am I going to do?".

I just couldn't help it. As soon as Jade left I snatched my phone from under my pillow and opened twitter.

The hate was getting to me so much but no one knew. Everyone just thinks I'm strong and I don't want to disappoint them.

My thoughts are slowly driving me crazy...they are destroying me.

.....

*the next day*

Knock! Knock!

I groaned, curling up into a ball. "Pez?" Someone whispered. "Osbxhskskswaonvj" I muttered. "Peeeezzz?" they said again while poking me. I rolled over onto my back "what?".

"Yay! You're finally awake" Leigh Anne beamed. I opened my eyes. "Leigh what are you doing here?" I tilted my head to the side, confused.

"We need to go noooow" she stated pulling the blanket off of me. I shivered feeling the warmth leaving my body. "Where?" I questioned sitting up.

She stopped "seriousl-". "PERRIE! LEIGH! COME ON WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE!" Jesy rushed into my room shouting. "Late for what?" I asked to only get ignored.

Leigh was brushing my hair while Jess was looking through my pile of clothes. Yes...a pile.

"No not that...CERTAINLY NOT THAT!...Nope...sorry...why has she even got this?" Jess mumbled while throwing my clothes across the room.

"Where are we going?" I asked again.
"Shall I leave it down?...no a pony...no a fishtail...ummm...OH A MESSY BUN!" Leigh Anne exclaimed deafening me.