Human (Perrie Edwards Short Story)

Who am I?

"Perrie!" a teenage girl shouted running towards me. I smiled "yes sweetheart?".

She glared at me.

"Don't. Call. Me. That" she spat. I stumbled back out of shock.

I tumbled to the floor and accidently pulled someone down with me. "Hey!" They shouted. I got back on my feet. "S-sorry" I stuttered offering my hand to help them up. They slapped my hand away.

"Who do you think you are?" The girl , who was now infront of me, asked scrunching her face. "I-I..." I tried to answer but no words came out.

I looked down ashamed of myself.
"HA! That's what I thought" she bitterly laughed.

She helped the person up of the floor muttering things. I looked up to see the girl slowly morping into Jade and the person she was helping up was Zayn...

A knot started to form in my throat...what were they doing together? "Jade..babe.." I dryly mumbled.

"Have a nice life" she whispered walking pass me while bumping my shoulder. "NOT!" She laughed .

I fell to the floor in tears. What has become of my life?

...

"Perrie. Pez wake up. It's just a dream. Perrie? PERRIE!!!" Someone shouted while shaking me.

I sat up gasping for air. My throat felt closed up. My chest was tightening. My mouth had become dry. What's wrong with me?

"Pez? Perrie breath! Calm down" Jade told me, rubbing my back causing me to look up. I quickly flinched away out of fear.

Tears were brimming my eyes. I can't do this. I shook my head with my eyes widening. All that was happening was too much.

"Breath in. Breath out. Breath in. Breath out..." Jade repeated doing
it herself. I copied her patteren.
Eventually I managed to calm down.

"I knew you could do it" Jade smiled. I looked down, avoiding eye contact. "Thank you" I whispered. From the corner of my eye I seen her smile flatten. "You're welcome".

....

*one week later*

Today me and the girls have a meeting with Simon about the new album and tour. I feel confused about what I'm feeling. My emotions are mixed.

"Perrie are you ready?" Jade asked knocking on my door. "Yep! I'm just putting my shoes on" I answered. "Ok. Me and the girls will be in the car waiting. Lock up" she responed walking away. After a moment I heard the front door shut and I knew she was gone.

I felt weak. I haven't been eating for a entire week. I'm having trouble staying awake and being active...I need to figure something out and it has to be soon.

I wobbled to the front door once I finished. I stepped out the flat and locked it with the key. I sighed breathing in the fresh air and started walking to the car.

...

After the meeting Simon offered us a week off to rest before training for the upcoming tour. We...no I was gratefull for it. I needed the rest.

The room was full of tension with pairs of eyes buring into my body...To be honest, I have lost loads of weight but it was weight I didn't need.

You could now see my defined colar bones and I have a jaw line. Looking in the mirror was bearable now and I felt comfterable in my own skin again. However, I had bags underneath my eyes because of the nightmares I'm always having...

People and some fans have been getting worried but I convinced them "I'm fine". They didn't need to know because this was my secret and goal I kept to myself. I'm just trying to make people happy after all...

Hiii!
I decided that I wanted to carry this story on. What do you think?

I know it's abit short but I just want to see where this is going.
THANKS FOR READING!