About a week passed and I was still avoiding matthew. I came home from school daily and tried to block out all my problems and still existing feeling for Matt. I walked inside my house and saw a note from my mom stating that she left early for a business trip and will be back in 3 days, and it said I can have a friend or two stay with me while she's gone. I went upstairs and decided to go get food. I grabbed my wallet and penny board, walked down the stairs, and began skating down the side walk. I felt weird, almost like someone was watching me. As I continued on my little journey, I decided I just needed to think for a while and clear my mind I rode down to the park. I rode all the way to the back, in the woods where the first park was originally built. In the old park of memories is the place where Matthew and I first met we met here,when we were four and have been best friends ever since. I sat on the edge of the old slide and looked around its all covered in trees and brush and debris from all the surrounding forest area. But One thing that never left was our memories from when we were best friends and now it seems it's all falling apart. I curled up against the wooden post behind me with my hands over my face, letting multiple silent tears fall. "Why is everything falling apart like this? "I said into the open woods. I attempted to completely get rid of all thoughts leading to Matthew but it was really hard when I heard of a familiar voice call out "you know I hate seeing you cry it's my weakness "I knew right then and there was Matthew I knew his voice anywhere."What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with Britney? I spoke. My voice lightly cracked when I said her name. "well that stung" Matt said while placing a hand over his heart pretending to be hurt. I tried not to laugh at this goofball that I've known all my life but i couldn't hold it in. "There's that beautiful smile I've been waiting for "Matthew said while sitting next to me. He put his arm on my shoulder, "first off me and Brittany are friends, second she likes me but I like someone else "when he said that it made me feel amazing that he didn't like her but at the same point it made me feel bad because he likes someone else, that someone wasnt me. "and second I knew you would be here because you seemed really sad lately and this is where me and you both go whenever were sad or just need a break from everything" i'm nodded my head slightly and began to look back down and play with my fingers. Matthew turned his body to face me and sat in between my legs. he picked up my head with his fingers and looked at me straight in the eyes. He used his thumbs to wipe away my stray tears and sat silent looking at me. " Alexandria your the girl i like" he said.
Right there i knew my life was going to be different, but in a good way.
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A/N
Hey guys!
Sorry for leaving you all with a cliff hanger but it had to be done! Ha! But anyways hope you guys enjoy this chapter bc it took forever!
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Envious (a Matthew Espinosa love story)
أدب الهواةNothing hurts more than watching the one you love, the one you want so bad, be in love with another person, and all you're left with to do is sit there and pretend you're okay. Alexandria (or Alex) knew this feeling, and Matthew was sending it to he...
