Envious (a Matthew Espinosa love story)

Chapter 1// Coming to terms

*Alexandria's pov*
I wasn't exactly unknown in my school. I said a couple hellos and made my way to my locker. I put my books in my locker and turned to head to my last class when I felt my heart drop. It most definitely dropped, maybe even shattered. There he was, up against a locker, with Jennifer in front of him. He looked happy, and for some reason that broke my heart even more... but why? Maybe it's because I wanted him to be happy with me, but instead he stood there with her.
Matthew.
I couldn't shake his name out of my head no matter how hard I tried. I pushed my locker closed and planned on silently walking past. but of course Matt wouldn't let that happen. our eyes locked and it was like we held a conversation between us without even speaking. Just looking at him made me want to cry. I turned around, breaking the eye contact and ran out of the school. I couldn't do this. I began to walk home. as I walked down the road silent tears fell down my face. after a few minutes I was across the road from my house. Matt lived directly in front of me. I got to the door when I heard a yell from Matthews houses direction. I quickly turned to see Matt sitting on the trunk of his car grinning. I kicked off my shoes and ran inside. how can he not tell that he's killing me? That every time I see him, he's silently killing my heart? I went upstairs and took a shower. when I got out I put on a pair of black nike spandex shorts with a neon green waist band and a matching neon green sports bra. I grabbed my basketball and headed down to my driveway. sometimes the only way to relieve my pain is through sports. I put in my earbuds and began sinking a couple free throws. I turned around to look around and catch my breath and saw Matthews curtains move and what looked like his face disappear. Wow, I really must miss my best friend. We aren't fighting or anything, I've just slowly pushed myself away, in fear of him finding out how I feel, because either way, I may loose him.

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A//N
Hey loves! This is the very first chapter of my new book! I hope all of you enjoy! Follow me, comment your thoughts and opinions, and vote! I will post more updates tommorow!
👐~people are like glows ticks, sometimes you need to break before you shine~👐
For now~ Mat✌️