As a sober man the only place I feel like I belong is in my dreams .
Because my dreams are far from clean in are really filthy .
I think about everything and it's a world full of people like me.
Not one tracked but open minded people who hate being what society want them to be and being the person that is beyond extraordinary.
As a sober man when I wake up from a psycho or a psychedelic dream I'm back to a place that don't understand stand the way I think the way I was design .
I been tested for as long as remember not HIV something way deeper the way I think have tried to
be changed so now I'm entering a war I'm in outrage.
A girl that don't think like me I fell in love with her because she wants to be in a higher place then me.
But that's not why I'm felling for her I felling because she got to know herself before she was lost forever in a mind that wasn't her's.
I think I found something that is Close to these vivid dreams so now I don't rush to sleep I spend my time with people who wants to think like me.
