oneshots for zerobaseone!! includes: fluff, angst, all sfw!! member x reader. proper spelling & grammar. [this is pure fiction and does not represent the real members or their personalities] 💗
╔══════════════════╗ HAN YUJIN ✎ vi. death's longing ╚══════════════════╝
a/n. angsty angst ahead :(
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It was lonely in the hospital. Apart from mealtimes and daily checkups, the nurses didn't have time to keep you company in the room. You knew you were running out of time. You didn't blame Nurse Park or Nurse Jung for not wanting to spend extra time on their shift talking to the girl who would be dead in a couple weeks. You were sick of being a burden to people. Maybe if your terminal illness would just hurry up and do its job, you wouldn't have to cause mental stress for other people.
You had been offered euthanasia, a rare occurrence in such a small town hospital. But people pitied you, or maybe they just wanted you gone as fast as possible. You declined it, despite knowing that you would be in more pain. You were still waiting. Still waiting for him one last time.
Yujin's face was stained with tears. He looked out of the train window, wishing that there was any way to get there faster. He just wanted to see you. He didn't want to be late; he wouldn't let himself be late. He was the only person you had left, and if there was one thing he was determined to do, it was to be with you for as long as possible.
He had received countless letters from the hospital, each with updates on your condition. He couldn't bring himself to read most of them. He didn't want to accept such a cruel fate. Why were you the one who had to suffer?
You had always been close to Yujin, supporting him in everything he aspired to do. Growing up in a small town, the community was tightly knit. Everyone knew that you and Yujin were inseparable. It was easy to tell that there were romantic feelings involved, especially as you grew older.
But unlike Yujin's future, which was bright and full of endless possibilities, you didn't have a future. Yujin's dream had always been to move to a big city, one with skyscrapers reaching to the sky, one bustling with life and innovation. You were never allowed the privilege to dream as big or bright. It always seemed pointless.
But there was one thing you did allow yourself to dream of. One thing that you had always wanted. To be loved, to be in love. You wanted the same thing all the leads in books or movies had. But now as you lay in your hospital bed, staring at the ceiling and the artificial lights that were way too old to shine bright, you were starting to accept that even that small dream would die with you.
"I wish I could just see him one last time..." You gulped. The small plea was heard by no one, and you were once again reminded that you were so, so alone.
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Yujin was breathless when he reached the front desk. The train station was a few miles from the hospital, and he had decided that running would be faster than waiting for a ride. Usually he would get tired from such a long distance, but the adrenaline and desperation to see you allowed him to sprint all the way to the small hospital.
