Dark and Edgy

Insecure...

((From now on I'll also have the POV written))

(Song for this chapter: 'By Your Side' by Tokio Hotel)

Lex's POV:

After the shoot you got changed back into your clothes and saw Bill talking with another girl, they were hugging... You thought about going up to him and confronting him about it, but you eventually just left without saying a word. You went back home and 10 minutes later Bill walked into the house as well. 'I'm so stupid for thinking he'd change, he always stays the same...' you though to yourself, would he ever change?

Bill: "Why'd you leave me there?"

You just ignored him and walked away over to your cat, your cat purred softly as you petted it. It loved receiving attention, and definitely from you. He walked up to you and grabbed your wrist tightly

Bill: "Lex, answer me. Why did you leave?"

Lex: "Why do I even need to answer...."

Bill: "Lex you left me there alone, damnit. I was looking for you!"

Lex: "And?"

Bill: "And?? And? You left me there all alone and you say 'and'?"

Lex: "Yeah...?"

Bill: "What the fuck, Lex?!"

Lex: "You didn't bother to come up to me but you did bother to hug another girl, why would I wait?"

Bill: "So that's what it's about? That hug? Seriously?"

Lex: "I don't even know that girl, and she's way prettier than me. What did you expect me to think?"

Bill: "You think I'd leave you for her? You're so fucking insecure it's annoying sometimes..."

Bill scoffed and rolled his eyes.

Lex: "Really? Annoying? That was a low blow... Even for you, Bill..."

You went upstairs to your room with your cat, Georgia, in your arms. 'God that little furball is cute... Even more cute than Bill, should've just married him instead...' you thought to yourself again.

Bill sighed and ran his hand through his hair. He always fucked up, and he knew it well enough. Later on Bill made dinner, you haven't left the room ever since you went upstairs. Bill knocked on the door of the room.

Bill: "Lex...?"

Lex: "What?"

Bill: "I made us dinner... Will you come and eat...? You haven't eaten in a long time..."

Lex: "I'll manage..."

Bill: "Lex, please... I miss you... I'm sorry about what I said... I'll explain the hug over dinner, if you come and eat with me."

Lex: "Fine... May Georgia sit on my lap though?"

Bill: "Sure, just please... Please come downstairs and eat dinner with me"

Lex: "Alright..."

You came out of the room and Bill's eyes widened as he saw your red, puffy eyes. You had clearly been crying, now he felt even more guilty. He walked up to you and wiped your tears away.

Bill: "Have you been crying?"

You slowly but hesitantly nodded.

Bill: "Love... Was is because of me?"

You looked away and once again, nodded.

Bill: "God, I never meant to make you cry..."

He hugged you and after that you both went downstairs to eat dinner. You sat across from each other and he started explaining...

Bill: "Look, about that girl... It was nothing... I-... She forced herself onto me the moment you looked in my direction, she was trying to break us up..."

Lex: "That bitch... Next time I see her I won't be that friendly..."

Bill chuckled and you both started eating. After eating he spoke up.

Bill: "Are we good again? Or are you still mad at me?"

Lex: "We're good again, don't worry about it..."

You both smiled and both did the dishes.

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Spicy scene coming, skip to the next lines if you don't want to read it.

Bill grabbed your hips once he was done but you were still doing the dishes. He pinned you against the kitchen counter, you were surprised by what he did but you didn't stop him.

Lex: "Bill, what are you doing...?"

Bill: "Shhh... Just enjoy..."

He picked you up bridal style and carried you to the bedroom. He put you down on the bed and pinned your wrists against the wall behind you. You let out a small gasp of surprise and Bill spoke up

Bill: "You'll be gasping a lot soon enough..."

You immediately flushed red and he began undressing you, leaving you in your lingerie. Then he undressed himself, but fully... You were damn shocked, but to top it all off he undressed you as well... He started making out with you, kissing you fiercly. But then he started kissing down your collarbone. He quickly lined up in front of you, and pushed in. You let out a deep moan and so did he. He began rocking forwards and backwards into you, leaving you gasping and moaning a lot. He pushed deeper and deeper into you, you were both enjoying this a lot. He got his hand low, right in front of your entrance. He pressed his fingers against you and started rubbing the spot roughly, making you pant and writhe. You were going crazy because of this man, and he was going crazy because of you. After you both came (he was wearing protection btw), he pulled out and shoves himself into your mouth. You weren't expecting it but you enjoyed it a lot. You sucked him off with pleasure. He moaned and writhed, just like you were doing. He came inside of your mouth and you both felt spent. You both went to sleep that night.

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God, this was my longest chapter ever! I'm surprised I had so much inspiration, by the way, I made this chapter at school. Thank you all for reading this book, if you made it this far you truly mean a lot to me. I know I haven't been uploading much, but I still have school and more stuff to do. I probably won't upload a new chapter between 9 and 23 December since I have 3 exams to do in the week of 16 December. But I'll try my best!