Someday (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 4- How it used to be

Kathie's POV

"Welcome in my Home." Harry opened the door. "you like what you see? he laughed when he saw my face. W-w-wow Haz this is.... amaaazing!" I stuttered.  Harry's apartment was in one word: Unbelievable! Harry told me about the apartment and how cool it was but I was still picturing a messy small square boys room with cream coloured walls and an old worn couch in the middle. But This! It was a large light room with at  an open kitchen en 5 doors.

It wasn't only Harry's apartment, or well it kind off was. It was a huge penthouse with on all sides a beautiful view of London. The penthouse existed out off 7 parts. Every one had there own place: Bathroom+Bedroom and they where all connected with The huge Living room. The living room had One wall totally made out of glass, which gave a beautiful view over the city. At each end of the glass wall there was a large curtain which was long enough to cover whole the wall. I stared down at the awaking London. It was Beautiful...

As if Harry could read my mind he said: "It's beautiful isn't it..." I knew he knew already the answer and didn't need a response. So we stared at the awaking city as minutes flew. After I don't know how long it looked like Harry came out of his trans. "Okayy lets show you the rest of the apartment. Shall we?"

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The other boys were all out for the day so Harry and I had the time to catch up. Although we were already good informed before we started to talk it was fun. For a few hours it was just like it used to be... Before I moved away. Harry didn't knew what happened to me after we left. Although we told each other everything I couldn't tell h.im. I knew it would hurt him because of his overprotective features...

Flash back:

How could you! I screamed. "Katie, love, this isn't what your thinking. "ow what is it then Owen?" I was struggling not to let any tear out. "It's, it's......." and he stopped. He knew as good as I what this was and that there wasn't any excuse whith was big and good enough to hide this. I can't believe it happens again! I want to get out of here. I ran to the door. "Wait Katie!" but I didn't want to hear his bullshit. I knew what was coming. He would be like: "I'm sorry it will never happen again, I love you, you're the only one!" And I'm sick of it...

My last 7 boyfriends  cheated on me too. I thought this time it would be different. Owen was sooo Romantic and sweet and..... Oh god why? " it happened again!"

Maybe it's me... I'm just cursed with endless depression, sadness and pain. That makes sense... I ran as fast as I could to my house, or my NEW house. I needed someone to talk with someone who could comfort me, someone like...... Harry. But Harry wasn't in the neighborhood and I needed someone now. Maybe I can call Samantha. Yea I'll do that. I took my phone and began to type in the number.

"Hello, with Sam" "H-h-h-hey-y Sam I stuttered. "' Look Katie just stop okay... I know you'r kind of depressed, God may know why. But I don't want it anymore OK! With you it's never cozy or whatever. I'm sorry but I'm sick of it. Come back if you're happy again OK! I have too go I'm meeting some of my new friends. Bye" and she hung up.

I knew Samantha wasn't a very good friend. But she was the nicest girl in this shitty village. So she was the only one who was nice to me in the first few weeks. And after, until now. I'm now Alone...

Upset I ran to my house. maybe someone was home. When I cam home I heard my mom and dad screaming to each other. My mom and dad were in the middle of a mid-life- crisis which for them, existed out of fighting, screaming, treating and all that kind off stuff. That was one of the many reasons why I was depressed. Since we where in Australia my life went down hills. I miss Harry, I feel lonely, I don't have any friend, nobody liked me, fights at home and go on... I hate my life...

"M-m-mom?" "Not now Kathrine! we're busy!" she yelled. "But...."Go and annoy someone else Katie!"my father interrupted me. "Gosh why are you so unmanageable! Raising YOU was already hard enough! So go to your room!" my father screamed.

I ran to my room and let me fall on my bed. "Why?!? why me?!?" I cried out loud. "Nobody loves me, nobody cares what I do or if I'm even here! Even my parents hate me!"

I don't want to live in this cruel world! If this is what you want god (if this offends anyone I'm sorry, It's just to show how bad Kathie felt) I'll go. YOU WIN!!! I climbed out of the window, not knowing what to do.

So I ran...

With one sentence constantly repeating in my head:

"Nobody loves me, Nobody cares, Nobody will notice..."

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Heyy I made this chapter extra long x. I hope you liked it ;) In the next chapter i"ll finish the flash back and MAYBE (hint ;) something you guys are all waiting for will happen...

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-Fleur<3