Someday (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 5- suicide

(Flash back continue)

I don't want to live in this cruel world! If this is what you want god (if this offends anyone I'm sorry, It's just to show how bad Kathie felt) I'll go. YOU WIN!!! I climbed out of the window, not knowing what to do.

So I ran...

With one sentence constantly repeating in my head:

Nobody loves me, Nobody cares, Nobody will notice...

Totally absorbed in my own world of darkness I ran, ran to nothing, ran to get ideas, How to leave.

I cried out loud with every step I took. When I came near the train station I couldn't handle it anymore. The pain which I felt was nothng compared with an other physical pain it's like your heart spread the pain slowely just as it spread blood. Everything from my nose to my toes hurt as if a was going through a torture driven by my own mind.

I ran, still crying, to a platform and saw the next train entering my view.

Stunned by the pain I settled myself on the edge of the elevated platform an jumped off. I was standing on the rails waiting... With my blurred vision I saw the train coming closer, and closer, and closer....

I closed my eyes......... "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!" a hard raspy male voice screamed. I heard him come closer. I slightely began panicked when I suddenly felt a hard push on my shoulder, I couldn't balance and felt hard on the ground. I heard a hard and ear raving sound flashing along me. And then the silence took over. "WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING!!" the same raspy voice said."LISTEN TO ME! WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF! OPEN YOUR EYES!" I slowely opened my eyes. I didn't knew this man... but he looked conserned."I'm sorry, I just....."I started but he interupted me: "Don't apologise." he hugged me and whispered: "It's all gonna be okay, all gonna be okay."

(End Flash back)

"Want some food?" Harry asked. "Yess please." is said. I suddenly noticed that I was very hungry. We didn't have any diner yet. "I'm gonna make it, I'll be right back."he winked.

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"Katie hurry uhup!" I heard Harry complain from the other side of the bathroom door. About 2 hour ago we ate the most delicious pasta I had ever tasted. No Harry didn't make it, he began to make a homemade lasagna but he burned it and I couldn't safe it anymore so we ordered Italian. "Be patience Styles." I said amused. I heard harry curse. I decided to do him a pleasure and hurry up.

I wasn't in the mood to waste a lot of time on getting ready for bed. So I put my hair in e messy knot and removed my make-up. After that I brushed my teeth's and undressed myself. I gave the water the time to become hot and stepped into the shower. It always surprise me how the time flies when you're enjoying the hot water in your naked body.

"Katieeeeeeeeeeeh" Oh shit I forgot Harry! "I'm almost ready" I screamed over the stream of water. I looked at the clock, 12.53! Ow shit Harry will be so pissed up. I decided to hurry up in order to make Harry not annoyed then he already was. So I stepped out of the shower.  I quickly slipped in my baggy sweatpants and put on my worn Derby t-shirt. It's my favorite t-shirt. I use it almost every week whoever to sleep in or hang on the couch. It's my favourite property. It may sound a little weird but it really feels like a part of me, maybe that's because I have worn it so many times that in kind off fit exactly around my body.

Before I left I cleaned up the mess. So that looks good, I thought by myself. then I hurried to the door and unlocked it. When I opened it Harry stared annoyed at me. "Finally" he breathed. I laughed. And after a while we were both laughing. "Help me remember for the next time, that I'll put a claim on using the bathroom first." He laughed.

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Authors note

Hey guyys you'll meet Niall soon. I'm just a little bit terrified of your reaction when you know how they meet. Maybe you won't like it. And I wanted to make the meeting wonderful that's why it takes so long. I hope you all understand x

See you soon!

-Fleur<3