My Very Own Healer

an idiot with a painted face

Ayansh's pov:
Shit why I did that at first place I shouldn't have drank alcohol why you did that Ayansh whyy I said after remembering all the things that I did yesterday night ....

Yeh tune kya kiyaa Ayansh...
Shit where is my phone I'll call Riyansh and ask him what can I do to make her happy I hate myself as I opened my phone I saw a message from an unknown number I opened and saw someone sent me recording I played it and I was left speechless..

It was Riyansh voice "bhai yr yeh ameero ke beto ko fasana kitna easy rehta hai especially someone like Ayansh he is very easy target to manipulate am feeling very bad for Tejaswi she loves him so much yet he is so insecure sometimes it's you very own insecurities which will ruin your everything how dare she reject me for that Ayansh I'll make sure she pay for it"

No no no...noo it can't be true it's probably not true at all no Riyansh is not like that we are nice friend ughhhh!!!! I said while throwing my phonee ...

I was in my bed thinking where things went wrong if it was not for Riyansh then today me and Tejaswi were together yes Tejaswi I need to apologise to herr ...

Whyy if only I listened to my bhai and Manav things wouldn't have been like thiss

Then suddenly I saw someone entering my room it was none other then Bhai "Ayan I need you to go to Japan things are not going well over there the shares are dropping I can't go since Kusum is pregnant me and dad wants you to go" bhai said no I can't I want to apologise to Tejaswi"no bhai I can't" I said to bhai "I am not asking you are going there and that's decided plus it will be peaceful for Tejaswi too after what you have done to her" I knew it I am like a beggar here and beggars don't get to decide.

As I went down to breakfast I saw everyone except Tejaswi I swear am doomed for real as I was leaving I was expecting her to atleast come and bid me bye ohh the audacity why am I like this I hurted her in the process of healing her I broke her completely if only I could go back in time ..

Am I really that easy to be manipulated if only I was not insecure if only I waited patiently instead of listening to Riyansh sorry I made her dirty she deserves someone better am just such a trash pathetic piece of shit I am my insecurities ruined everything why am I so scarred I won her trust and now I am have her will she ever trust me again..

I loved her I still do and I'll in the future also but my insecurities made me doubt everything I messed everything up

I crossed the line I took that path for me I did all those terrible things how can I don't expect her to forgive me so easily I deserve hell her love for me is like heaven but a human like me deserves hell I am an idiot with a painted face

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Thanks for reading..That's it for today's chapter I am cooked guys and so are u all like most of u 😭

Have a very happy weekend ..

Take care of yourself guys and I know today's chapter is short Unwanted to make it long but as I am sick it's not possible

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