Dreaming

Love or Lust

A month lead to almost 2 and it truly felt like a dream. Jungkook never imagined he would find the castle he has been dreaming of for so long.

Most nights would consist of different dinners and baking bread since it's all that Jungkook could remember. He has small memories from childhood but not many it's actually off that him and Tae both don't remember. He tries to ignore that and the fact that he hasn't been allowed up in the attic maybe he will look soon.

Jungkook has  been having this bubbling feeling of questioning his feelings for Tae he knew they grew a friendship but he enjoys when Tae stares at him longer he likes sitting close to eachother. He gets these weird headaches often but never said anything he didn't want to worry Tae.

Another night of them painting together. Jungkook was asking more about why there isn't anyone else besides Louis. Tae shrugged off the comment and said she was the only one who has been around a housekeeper who he thought but she resembled a statue he carved.

Tae was nervous but his feelings were also growing stronger than he thought he first sat and thought for awhile it's because he hasn't seen anyone else in years but in reality he has dreamed of Jungkook for years which he would sound crazy to say but maybe he needs to tell him. He wants Jungkook to stay around for awhile if not forever he would help him or let him go back if he choose but some how everything was magic it just worked he only focused on paintings and statues.

He eyes Jungkook for a minute hesitant tapping his fingers Jungkook noticed the nervous energy he tapped Tae on the shoulder "Hey what is it?"

Tae looked over again "I need to be honest with you I've been hiding something" Jungkook nodded. Tae walked him over to one of the statues that was covered explaining "I sculpted this statue because I saw it in a dream it all just fell into place and" grabbing Jungkook hand motioning him to lift up the cloth covering it

Tae looked nervous and Jungkook mouth dropped open "Is that me?" Looking at the statue and back at Tae who nodded telling him "I believe so I just saw visions of you in my dreams and I had to sculpt I don't know why this all feels crazy I don't want to scare you I was worried if I told you in the beginning you would run away"

Jungkook nodded smiling turning around with watery eyes grabbing Tae shaky hands locking eyes "No I wouldn't" tears filling his eyes more Tae was brushing his tears away also feeling emotional.  Jungkook added "I don't want to run anymore I want to live and these past few months felt like I've been finally living" but pausing

Tae leaned in closer touching their foreheads together "But what? Stay" Jungkook asked "Am I stupid or is this love or lust" Tae cupped his cheeks smiling "I would say love I too am crazy what do you feel?" Jungkook blushed "Love but we need to take things slow" Tae nodded in agreement Eskimo kissed him giggling thanking him. They hugged very long expressing so many emotions feeling safe knowing this could be forever it was scary and new.