" I need some time just deliver the things that I need for now. Everything that I feel's like a warm deep calm casting over me, and it's taking me to somewhere new. "
- Mayday Parade x Stay
Dennise's POV
At this very moment, I could still sense the warm fuzzies. That feeling when you're around. That nonstop rapid heart pounding moment when I'm with you. The annoying jokes we used to have, and the nonsense hilarious topics that we talked about.
Its not you, its my imagination. And its impossible to feel that shitty emotion all over again. She's not you, no.
Pero bakit ko naFeel yun? Masakit parin, you're fucking gone. I know, we'll never cross our paths again. I still remember the day that we first met, you looked so pale yet attractive. Cold and dark, and those keen eyes.
Mysterious, shivering in frigid. Truly vicious but something is hidden, and I'm about to look for some answers.
Tall, dark, caliginous and nothing but a dumb college student stupidly looking for its I.D. and somehow, quite funny to look at.
*Flashback*
What is she doing? Hahaha para siyang nawalan ng lollipop😂
" Excuse me, what are you doing? " - Ako
She keeps on looking for something, di man lang ako napansin. Am I a ghost? -_______-
" I said excuse me. " - Ako
Aba, wala parin -_________- leche to, tutulungan ka na nga di ka pa sumasagot tsk -,-
" I'm here to help you. " - Ako
Ugh! Wala parin! Sige bahala ka diyan! Mag mukha kang tanga😑
" You're so rude! " - Ako
" I didn't asked you for something. "
" What?! Tutulungan na nga kita ayaw mo pa?! " - Ako
" What's the big deal around here? "
" Di ka man lang namamansin! " - Ako
" Cause I don't want to, whacko. "
Bigla tapos siyang umalis, ugh nakakainis!
" Hoy! Don't mess with me! " - Ako
She looked back and she gave me those don't-talk-to-me-or-else look. Then, umalis na siya.
Who's that girl?! What's with her?! Is she famous? Is she something to be aware of? Of course not! She's nothing but a crazy dumb student!
*EndOfFlashback*
Six words, three sentences from you, the most unforgettable one. Akala ko sa umpisa destiny na but I was wrong.
It led me to taught me a lesson, everyone will leave you. No last words, no caution, just pain to its reaction.
*Flashback*
" Oh Den? Tagal mo ha. San ka nanggaling? " - Dzi
" Don't ask, ugh! " - Ako
Nakakapikon talaga siya! Sana mawala yun sa campus, madulas sa field, madapa sa hagdanan dun sa may Rizal library, or mahulog yun sa over-pass! Leche! Nakakainis talaga!
" Hoy Den! Wag mo akong testingan, makakatikim ka nanaman sakin. " - Dzi
" Nakakainis kasi ate Dzi! The fuck! Who is she? I mean ang sungit, tinutulungan na nga! " - Ako
" Ano bang nangyari? " - Dzi
" Kasi kanina sa Rizal library may babae dung mukhang tanga, may hinahanap siya. Tapos nong kinausap ko, di man lang sumagot. Nakakainis! Tapos ang taray pa! Sabi niya ' I didn't asked you for something. ' ugh! " - Ako
" Hay nako Den, masyado kang stress. Ano ba itsura? " - Dzi
" Tall-- " - Ako
" Nandito na yung bagong recruit! " - Ella
Maya-maya, biglang may naka sports attire na papalapit sa amin.
" Our new teammate, Alyssa Valdez. *Smile* " - Ella
" IKAW?!?!?!?! " - Ako
" Huh? " - Dzi & Ella
" *Surprised* " - Alyssa
*EndOfFlashback*
" Babe, are you okay? Is there's something wrong? " - LA
" Uh *PunasNgLuha* It's alright. " - Ako
" Are you crying? " - LA
" No, no! Napuling lang ako *FakeSmile* " - Ako
" Okay babe, do you want to eat or something? " - LA
" I'm good. " - Ako
" Alright then, I'll go downstairs. Stay here *ForeheadKiss* love you. " - LA
If that was you Alyssa, you'll never stop asking if something is bothering me.
I miss the way you wrap your hands around my waist, pulling me close, giving me an eye contact then asking me if I'm okay.
If this is not the way that I imagined, I must be laying in your arms right now. While we laugh at the stars and share everything. Why God? Why us?
Please, bring back my true happiness.
BINABASA MO ANG
Stockholm Syndrome
FanfictionWho's that shadow holding me hostage? I've been here for days Who's this whisper telling me that I'm never gonna get away?
