Writing harry

Dear harry,

I'm writing this right now because you need to know this. Harry, I've loved you for along time. But my life is less than perfect. No, less than bad. My mom left, my dad died. All I have is you. You've been through it all. Even after you were famous you never left. I can never thank you enough! I'm writing this because you're the only person I have. I'm writing this because... Wow, I didn't know it would be so hard to write those words. Harry, don't miss me.

Sincerely,

Lauren

P.s. I have to tell you, I'm...gonna overdose. I'm sorry.

Letter 2:

Harry,

I guess these will end up more like diaries than letters, but I can trust you. And who will care about a dead girls secrets? Exactly, no one. I know, you're gonna object to this, but I love you too much. I love you too much to let you see me like this. I'm sorry. The girls at college are witches. They go out if their way to knock me down. Harry you've been the best friend ever. You're girlfriend Britney is perfect for you, I see how you look at her! I honestly never loved Henry. Do you expect me to love that good guy, valedictorian? I loved him, once. But that was a long time ago. When we were young, when I still had a chance to love, to be normal, to love you. Ok, I admit it! I loved you too once! When we were 16. I thought it was the deepest I had ever loved someone. And it was. But we weren't meant to be, and I got over you. It's not a big deal. And now you have Britney! And I'm over it...I think. But that doesn't matter, soon nothing will matter. Soon, it'll just be you and Britney, there will be no one to make you confused, or worse. Leave her. Soon. I'm thinking about cutting these letters short, just...quitting. I can't do this any more. I don't know...

Signed,

Lauren

Letter 3:

Harry,

I heard 'moments' in the car today and it finally struck me what it was about. You loved a girl, and she killed herself. You can't take not being with her, Niall sings "my judgements clouded, like tonight's sky." He can't see why he shouldn't kill himself, that he has so much potential. Zayn sings, in the bridge, about his life flashing before his eyes, and then it's over. The pain is gone, but somehow nothing's ok. After you leave this world, thinking you'll be with her, that no one will miss you, but that's not true! Everyone mourns you and...just promise me something. Promise me you won't miss me promise...promise you'll pretend I was never here. That you're better without me because after the pain passes, you will be. I know that, you won't think if me often. But when you do, remember that I don't feel the pain anymore so you shouldn't either.

I'm sorry,

Lauren