Letter 4:
Harry,
I think this might be the last letter.
You will read these in order and I hope you see the pain that made me do this, but first let me tell you about my last moments, my thoughts are full of you. My mind always drifts back to you. Soon, ill grip an orange pharmacy bottle, my hands shaking slightly. Ill pop the cap. And swallow slightly, out of fear. Then, ill put my pen down. Ill look at the photo of you that I have on my desk. Ill pour pills out, them making a noise as they clank together. Ill swallow them, and sleep. That easy. It's that easy to throw away a life time. To forget about everything and sleep.
Don't forget me completely,
I love you,
Lauren
Lauren's pov:
I heard a noise as I picked up the pill bottle. I put it back down and walked the bundle of letters out to the kitchen table, Harry would find them. I was sure of it. I walked back to my room. I started to pull the cap off of the bottle. I poured the pills out. And went to swallow them, but I couldn't! I sat there like an idiot, holding pills infront of my face! Suddenly my door slammed open I spun around, the pills dropped out if my hand.
"Harry!" I yelled.he pulled me into a bear hug.
"Please don't," Harry cried "I can't be without you." He sat down on my bed, pulling me with him. He looked in my eyes, and our heads neared each other, we had never kissed before, but this was long awaited. His lips tasted like mint, they moved slowly against mine. I could feel him bite my bottom lip, begging me to open my mouth, I did. We slowly pulled away though, gasping for breath.
"Harry?" I asked breathily.
"I've...always...loved...you" harry gasped. "You can't leave me." He finally caught his breath.
"What?" I couldn't believe my ears.
"I love you, I only said I loved Britney because you had Henry! And I-" I cut him off with a hungry kiss. I couldn't wait any longer I had wanted to feel his lips against mine for 3 solid years.
"Wow." He said.
"So lets make a deal, Ill be strong, if you kiss me like that all the time." I asked.
"I'll do better...I'll date you." He looked me straight in my eyes.
"Ok." I joked. He pulled me close
"You're beautiful." He whispered. He pulled me down onto my bed. "I love you." I whispered. Everything would be ok, I had someone that loved me. I told my self. And that is so true
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FanfictionLauren and Harry are best friends. But Lauren can't take it anymore, she can't take what these girls do and say. They go out of their way to hurt her. She struggles with the thought of going on, of still living. Enjoy the story!
