Just a short story of what it's like to struggle with your identity and before people comment it's because of society brainwashing me, girl no sit down and shut up before you say shit like that with people who struggle with their identity I want you...
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I know the picture just shows me emoness 💀🖤 but even though I hate this photo this is where it started out it started before this but not as much This was June 13th 2023 so yeah I've been struggling with myself for a while, me and my friend were at a summer even at school for crafts this is when we were waiting to go eat lunch there and he had done this 😂
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Not to mention this was last November this picture does me a lot of justice I look more sorta like a guy did I ignore it and not admit that to myself yes because what parents wants to hear from their daughter they wanna transition into a guy but also be a girl 🤦♀️😭 around this time I came out as gender fluid but not to my parents, my parents still don't know i want to be a gay femboy🤭🤣
Not only that but my parents like to make comments about trans people not that their trans phobic cause their not they just don't understand it and think everyone's doing it because of society but I am not I am full on struggling with who I am like I am full on losing connection to who I was born and known as most of my life
My real name is Brianna very different then Malkai and Enzo so yeah it's a big stretch I don't look in the mirror and see myself I just see a shell of me trying to be a guy I envision myself as this femboy whos short and has a tall boyfriend who's also a tease and nice and sweet and yes I'm in a relationship with a guy right now does he know I struggle with this no I haven't told him because I don't even wanna begin to hear what he's gonna say he's a simple guy and probably wouldn't take it too well to hear his gf wants to be a guy and that doesn't make things any better.
I used to be lean between girl and guy of who I was but not I'm strongly into guy and just see myself as a guy. Now before people worry about me going into guys bathrooms first off I rather not and second I never thought of doing that and third I know some guys aren't ok with that which I understand which is why that's never crossed my mind I'll still use the girls room thank you very. I just wish I didn't have to hide this from my family since it's so hard to not be me and act like who I am 😭 like I wanna not have breasts and I wanna wear those tops guys wear but I can't do that becuase my breasts wanna be boulders🙂🤣 but yeah it's just uncomfortable not being able to be myself becuase I focus on what society wants.
