I Need U Boy (A Jikook Fanfic Series)

Woes and Wisdom

I got up and walked back to the sidewalk, taking one last glance at the cherry blossom tree before continuing on my way. Walking back to our dorms' building seemed to take a lot longer than when I had left it nearly an hour ago, and it felt that with every step I took my feet grew heavier.

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Finally, I made it to our room door and turned the handle. I know they've been waiting for me, I just know.

When I walked in and closed the door, every one of them were huddled together in the living room. The first person that came up to me was Rapmon hyung, who had been standing with his arms crossed.

"Jimin, where have you been? Tae texted you earlier and you didn't even tell him where you were," He probed with a worrisome expression in which I shrugged carelessly. "Just out. I'm back though, you don't have to worry," I responded, attempting to walk past him. "That's what he told me earlier!" V yelled, causing Rapmon's strong hand to forcefully hit my chest, preventing me from moving.

"We need to talk, now," He mumbled intimidatingly. I sighed in defeat and followed him through the hall, catching a glimpse at some of the members as I passed. V was looking at me with shame and concern, Suga was staring at me as if he were going to put a bullet through my head, and Jungkook gave me all but an expressionless glance. I shook my head angrily and followed Rapmon to his bedroom, and he closed the door once I was inside. He massaged his forehead as he walked to his bed and sighed, looking up at me.

"What's going on? Why are you acting like this?" He said while looking directly into my eyes. I shook my head and looked down, avoiding eye contact.

"It's none of your business. You don't need to know-" I answered, but Rapmon cut me off. "No, don't give me that. What's up? Tell me, or I'm gonna get Suga in here to talk some sense into you, maybe even more than talk if necessary," He stated, grabbing my full attention. Everyone in Bangtan was at least a little scared of Suga, especially when he was as mad as I saw him out there.

"Why are you making me do this? It's not like you care anyway!" I accused with a shaky voice, causing Rapmon to lift an eyebrow in incredulity.

"Because I care, that's why. You might not think that I do, but if I didn't, you wouldn't be standing there right now," He spoke casually, pointing to my feet. That's one thing I disliked about Rapmon hyung- I could talk to him about the most frustrating thing in the world, but he would always treat is as if it were no big deal.

I rolled my eyes and looked at him annoyingly. "Okay, so I'm here. How does that mean you care? I could tell you all my worries and whatever, but in the end you wouldn't really understand anyway," I stated irritatingly. Rapmon sighed and placed both elbows on his knees, holding his hands together. "Come sit," He said, cocking his head at the empty spot next to him. I slowly trudged my way over to his bunk and plopped myself down, refusing to look at him. I just stared at the wall in front of me.

"Tell me. Whats wrong?" He repeated, but slower and urgently this time, looking over at me and patiently waiting for me to give in. "I'm just.. I like someone, a lot," I responded, gathering up the words that have been stowed away for so long. Rapmon snorted as he tried his best not to laugh. "Wha- what do you mean Jiminie?"

"I'm in love, Monie," I added, placing my face into my hands embarrassingly.

Rapmon hesitated while he tried to figure out how to respond to what I had just said. "Oh, uh.. Thats.. that's good! Right? Being in love is a good thing.. Is it.. Is it a girl?" He asked, his consolement coming out painfully awkward. "No. It's not," I responded, looking over at Rapmon with guilt and darkness in my eyes. He looked back at me confusedly.