When the Phone Rings

Part 62

"Can't I say harsh words to my mother?""you......""If a mother uses her daughter for her own status, can't I do the same?""...""If you're going to do it, do it fairly!"My sister who was napping next to me was woken up by the loud noise. Renya instinctively stood between the two, but to no availthing.Xizhu's anger didn't happen in a day or two, and even Renya was overwhelmed by her momentum."Mom doesn't like me.""...""I know how I can be liked as a continuation of my mother's past. I grew up enjoying the privilege of living in a wealthy family.Having good food, good clothes, and good housing can sometimes be unbearable. "

Jin Yanxi's face turned pale."When I hear other people talking about my mother's background, they will definitely come to me. I will seize any opportunity to ridiculeI. ""...""My mother will be relieved only when she sees that I am treated worse than my mother. In a cold rich family,My only comfort was me. ""...""Mom hopes I'm unhappy——"Xizhu straightened her back."The person who can't live without me is my mother."Jin Yanxi couldn't refute a word, she could only stare wide-eyed.

"Stop treating me as a sacrifice to sustain your life.""you......""I will never be my mother's sacrifice again."Xizhu deliberately retreated and distanced herself from her mother. Jin Yanxi instinctively stretched out her hand, but Xizhu didn'tPush away mercilessly."I'm saying, I don't need my mother anymore.""...""I'm saying, I will never love you again."She thought of the empty urn.To start a new love, you must first learn to let go. She didn't understand this until too late."I'm saying, I can live well without you."

When was the last time you opened those heavy curtains?Xizhu was thinking in her slow-moving mind.After the funeral, she never left her husband's bed. She believes that once she wakes up from sleep, everything will be fineIt would be a dream.She doesn't watch the news either, she just lives her life as if she were dead.Just like this one day, two days, a week, two weeks, a month...If it weren't for her sister who occasionally brought food, Hee Joo might have starved to death."Hey, Xizhu... how long do you plan to lie down?"

"..."She neither shared a great love with Bai Siyan nor made any great promises.No, but she lost all motivation in life.She had struggled desperately not to be like her father, but when she woke up, she found that she had become that person.She tried her best to escape.Xizhu stared blankly at the dust floating in the air and murmured to herself."I don't want to escape from this political marriage, actually...""Um.""Actually... I seem to want to get something.""...!""Anyway, I think that's what I really want..."Those words that were once unspeakable are now spoken calmly.

Compared to losing that person completely, these words are nothing. Such simple words, butLet her regret spread like poison."But because he is my sister's fiancé, I have always hidden my feelings very deeply. I am afraid of being scolded likeLike my mother, I covet other people's men... I can only suppress my feelings. ""...""So sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating.""......is that so?""Hmm... I'm really tired of looking at other people's eyes and reluctantly enduring it. Sometimes I even want to just leave it like this.disappear. But the fact is-"Xizhu was speechless for a moment.Because the emotions that came up were really difficult to suppress."The man disappeared.""..."

"Sister is wrong. I was the one who was stung, and he was the one who turned into water drops."The pillowcase was quietly soaked.The father was devastated, perhaps not because he was betrayed by love, but because he did not try his best.Because I didn't go all out to get hurt——.The regret was slowly eating away at her.The recurring image of him every night eventually turned into self-loathing.The circuit of regret keeps looping in my mind.That was exhausting."...!"Just then, the sun suddenly shined in. My sister opened the blackout curtains.Xizhu frowned due to the dazzling light."Would you like to go for a walk with your sister?""..."