Part 57

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Once the expiration date has passed, everything will rot without exception.Names are no exception.Because Bai Siyan lived under the name of a dead child, he was decaying bit by bit every day.rotten.Despite this, he still tried his best to learn and adapt, just to prevent Bai Changhao from discovering histrue colors.In his mind, there were only two ways: sink to the bottom of the river and die, or struggle to survive on the water.In order not to drown, he always stood on tiptoes and held his head high.In this way, he had to endure the flood of life every day.As a result, he learned how to smile and respond appropriately."The one you want to marry in the future will be the eldest daughter of that family. So it's best to please her in advance.""Yes."


Although his heart was in turmoil, he had become accustomed to calming down his emotions.As if playing the role of a grandson is not enough, we have to start from now on...This is endless bondage.Watching his adoptive parents bite each other every night, he felt that marriage was just a window display. business, profitBenefits, cages, contracts, documents and the like.There is no meaning and no emotional bonding.The world is full of dirty and boring things.


Soon, the young man's face showed a tiredness that was inconsistent with his age, as if it was covered with moss.Moss.One day, he overheard Bai Changhao's phone call."Then the fishing ground should be closed now.""...!"He was about to go downstairs when he stopped."There's no evidence there to throw away, and the people who lived there are gone. Turn it back intoPrivate property. By the way, hasn't Shang Xun been found yet?"If it was Shang Xun, he was the indifferent guard at the fishing ground."Oh... forget it, he even dropped his own finger. He probably met some beloved girl.He's gone, there's no need to track him down anymore. "The young man's eyes flashed with uneasiness.


After entering adolescence, emotions often surge like a tide, and today is one of those days. CanYes, why does he feel so intolerable?My chest felt like it was being suppressed and I couldn't breathe. The boy ran out of the back door.Walk as you like and go to familiar places by feel. Dark and damp.As if looking for the starting point of life, he hides in the shadows.The epiphany comes unexpectedly."I knew I would come back one day."The heart beat violently, shaking the eardrums.I just vaguely thought that I would return to my hometown one day.


Yes, hometown. Where "I" really live.However, the places we went back to no longer existed.The place, the people, all disappeared, and my heart was empty.Finally, he realized the existence of the skin he wore.Fake.It's all a play.The past three years flooded into my mind like a landslide.He wanted to shout loudly until his throat was filled with blood, but he could only clench his fists tightly.My heart is churning, my eyes are as cold as winter, I don't know how to face this feeling, I can onlyStanding helplessly.At this moment,"...!"


He made eye contact with someone who was approaching silently.It was a short child who didn't even reach his waist. Round eyes like a rabbit.The cheeks were rosy, as if they had been smeared with crayon.Tiny hair strands lift upward due to static electricity.Is that a human being?Not a doll, right?As the tension gradually dissipated, he realized that the other person was just a child and took a deep breath.Bai Siyan leaned against the wall, breathing heavily.


"Um...are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?""..."Maybe it's because that little soft existence is completely different from myself,He felt extremely dirty and miserable.I've obviously tried my best to endure it, but still--.Suddenly, a wave of heat surged into my heart, and I hurriedly covered the child's eyes with my hands.No one should have to see this.This is an act of self-defense."Uh... ugh...""...""Siba...uh..."

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