\\ A painful Reunion \\

Part 14 hurt

 YN pov 

I still did not believe that your brother hid such a big thing from you. He did not think even once what would happen to me. I have broken a dam inside. This is the result of my big faith . it's hurting  me like hell .  Why was it my fault?  . and trusha . she don't have any shame . She has no shame that she ruined my entire life and now she has come to ruin my house. 

note from author>>>>>>>>>

The thing is that Trusha is your childhood best friend. Both of you live together, eat together, study together and grow up together. Both of you were together for 11 years but how did you know that these 11 years Trusha has kept you in the dark. Many times you also thought that she is toxic but you underestimated her thinking that she is my best friend.  

Yes this is the same friend whom you betrayed in 10th for a boy. Irrespective of your feelings. You understand that there was love, but for love, no one cares about anyone's feelings!

Flash back..........................

 A group of boys and girls are making fun of a person in front of him who is broken inside but smiling with tears in his eyes hidden by eyelids. 

trusha - you are so stupid yn (Laugh out loud)

dev - yes yn . I have never seen a girl as crazy as you .  ( trusha has crush on dev )

yn - hehe what did i do I have many books in my hand and he was also running. So  he pushed it and I fell down . 

trusha - hahaha leave it let's go home . 

you nod and both went out from school .

No matter how many times you think that there is something wrong with you, she always gets a chance to make you look down.

Sometimes if you go with another friend, she doesn't like it.

you told her about your crush means he is her brother not by blood . Yes, this is your first love whose mere name makes your heart beat faster. You have not seen his face yet . 

And suddenly one day you were going to put the books given by the teacher in the staff room but there was someone running in the lobby with his friends. 

His friends shouted his name behind him."Nish, Nish, Nish ....... 

As soon as you hear this name, you turn back and bump into the boy. 

You get lost in his eyes again like the same day  And you just fall in love with him.(Just like you fell in love with Jin but this is a one sided love). 

After 6 months you propose to him but he asks Trusha and Trusha tells him that you are all having affairs. She knew that you are crazy about Nish . and also nish know about this that you can do anything for him but still his ego stop him . 

A few days later, on the day before your birthday, he blocks you at 12 o'clock in the night. And in anger, you find blade (razor)and you take your anger out on your hands. 

(I know that you are saying that all these things are done by ordinary people, but when a person gets angry and has a breakdown, then there is no one with that person and then the person's brain does not work And when a man gets angry with himself, then that man only gets angry with himself. )  

all flash back running in your You go to your home from there. She came to the room and began to cry loudly, unable to stand up for herself. mind like this thing is just happened . and cry out loud .You can't stop yourself.

You are in no condition to think anything. You just sit there and cry.

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after 1 day

 you are packing  your things. Yes, you go back to Korea. Ever since you came home from that hall, you haven't spoken to anyone in the house, not even your mummy. You have neither eaten nor drunk water. Your entire family is at your home now. Yes your brother too. You have not spoken to anyone.

after sometime ................

As you leave with your bag, your little brother(jenu) yells at you from behind. 

jn- diii  don't go bhai's marriage is after a month.   please don't go . 

You look at him, put your hand on his cheek and say. 

yn- Dear I will come back at the time of marriage don't take tension. Because I don't know how to break anyone's trust. I care more about others than myself. (You say all this in front of your elder brother who is currently looking down). 

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