The One He Truly Loved. (TVD FanFic)

Chapter 16:

I woke up on the couch, while Caroline must have went to her room, or something. So I got up, nearing the bathroom, and scaring myself at how horrible I looked, and smelted. After last night, I didn't take a shower, I was to tired, and I was surprised to see that I woke up. When suddenly I was slammed against the bathroom wall, I slammed my eyes shut, but I shot them open, who the hell did that? When I saw her face, Elena was starring at me with her disappointed look. "Don't scream." she hussed me. Letting me down,

"What the hell?" I asked, what did she want?

"Why would you do that?" she hit me up side the head, I nodded my head in confusion, "Try to kill yourself, are you stupid?" Elena asked.

"Why do you care?" I asked, shoving past her, and exmaining my head. She slammed me against the wall hard, making my head hurt. "You turned off your humanity." I mumbled.

"I don't." she shook her head, I caught a glimpse of her, her eyes looked worried over me, before she realized I was looking, and ran away. Wait a mintue, did I just think that Elena actully cared if I died or not? That's crazy, isnt it?! I took a long hot shower, before stepping out, and letting my hair fall naturally. I put on a pair of black skinny jeans, a ripped up skull shirt, a bejewled bra, and put on some bright red lipstick. A thick black winged eyeliner, I put on false lashes, and mascara. Making my eyes bigger, then I put some blush on, and put on my boots.

Running into Caroline, "Where are you going?" she asked, at the same time yawning.

"Mcdonals, want anything?" I asked, flashing my wallet.

"Nah, hey don't kill yourself please." Caroline smiled my way, I rolled my eyes, running out the door, and getting into my car. While I was backing out, I might of hit into something or someone. When I looked over to the left, I saw Tyler! I screamed jumping out of the car, running at him in full speed, and hugging him.

"Holy hell!" Tyler laughed, I didn't care, I missed him, where has he been? I wondered, starring at him.

"Where have you been?" I punched his shoulder.

"I had to go." Tyler mumbled, "Is Caroline here?" he asked. I nodded my head, he smiled my way, and ran inside the house. I heard her scream with happieness, and I smiled at myself. I got into my car, backing out for real this time, and going to McDonals where I had breakfeast. While I was walking to my car, the bridge crossed my mind. I could do it, no one knows, and no one is around to stop me. I shook my head, I can't do that to Caroline, and Bonnie. I drove back to her house, taking a long cut.

I drove over the bridge, stopping, and getting out. I starred at the water below me, I wish I would've died that night. Not last night, the night of the accident, I wish we all did. As horrible as that sounds, now our family doesn't exitnce, our parnets are dead, Jeremy is dead, you could call Elena empty, and you might as well call me a goner. I sat on the ledge, my feet hanging over the water, as I watched it rush nicely. I felt myself, wanting to let go of the ledge, and get my foot caught down there. Maybe drown, die the way fate was supposed to have me die.

Instead, I slowly turned around, and frowned at the ground. I made my way back to the car, I just want to end it. Not because it's hard, because everything is falling to shit. Jeremy is dead, Elena is an emtionless vampire, and I'm sudical. Why not kill me? I wondered, starting the car back up, and driving away. I made my way inside of Caroline's house, it was empty. I found a letter on the counter, going out with Tyler. Love Caroline. I smiled, setting the letter down, and rolling my eyes. I made my way out to her livingroom, and stopped when I saw Analiese.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, setting my stuff down.

"I came to see you." she said, "You tried to kill yourself?" Analiese asked, looking up at me, and full disappointment crossed her face. "Why would you be so stupid?" Analiese spit out, getting up, and nearing me. "You can't die!" she shouted, "If you die, our family line ends! We can't do that!" she shouted lounder, I felt myself scared, which was werid. I'm not usaully afraid of her, but at this moment she was horrify. "Why don't I kill you, if that's what you want!" she held my thoat, not again, I thought.