Trapped ~ My Life

The Truth

Look, I know nobody cares but I need to let this out. My life is a living hell, that needs a miracle. There's nobody here to help me. The only people I have right now is my dad and step mom.

You know how the step mom is always the mean parent? Well in real life, that's turned around. My mother is an on earth demon. She ruined my life and she knows she is. My father is working so hard to help my sister and I, but that bitch threw him in jail somehow. Her slutty self slept with the cops and now they're always on her side. She even managed to make my sister and I think that my dad was the bad guy. Think about that, he had to work so many different jobs to take care of us, and we though he was bad until I was 4. When that witch was drunk and she scared the soul out of me and my sister. And to think that people think that I'm bad and rude because I hate my mom. But now my sister is rising to be the demon.

Don't me wrong, but I still love my sister, she's just a brat at times. She always starts fights in front of my friends or coaches or people important. That's just embarrassing. People look at me like I'm the bad sister. She acts like my fucking mom. I hate to see her act like that but I still love her. I want to cry every time we fight because she acts so much like her. And she makes things personal, what am I suppose to do?

So how do I channel all this in you ask? Haha, good question. Where do I start. Well, I'm like that cat in the cage, angry and waiting to attack once it's let out. I'm waiting to break free and fight. This stress is caving in on me and I can't do anything. Im trapped and alone, no one to talk to actually. Doing role plays is the only way I can get out and free, and I don't tell anyone because I feel like a nerd or something ( no offense to my role playing friends, you guys are so cool but this is just how I feel). But I just need a hug every now and then but I feel like it's too much to ask for....