Do i deserve love too........do i (Sanegiyu)

welcoming new life

Nobody pov
(Giyu is 8 months pregnant and giyu is really scared of injections sanemi has to force him to take one now in present time shinobu was really busy in the butterfly mansion but today is giyu check up she knows giyu is scared so usually she would tell sanemi but today sanemi is on a mission because of that she was walking towards giyu house when she found maku)
Shinobu: hey maku stop
Maku: (stop and turn to shinobu) what?
Shinobu: would you please do me a favor
Maku: (sign) what is it?
Shinobu: told giyu he has check up today I am really busy today
Maku: ya i would. No problem
Shinobu: really thank you
Maku: welcome
(Shinobu runs back in her mansion while maku walks away)
Shinobu pov
(If giyu is scared of injections he would still take it for the shake of his child but today he didn't come it already  8 pm now I sign while getting up he will get scolding now when sanemi enters with an injured arm i guide him towards room and wrap his arm I think i should tell him about giyu skipping check up but he is looking kind of pissed off still i have to tell him)
Shinobu: sanemi today giyu didn't show up for his check up even i remind him
Sanemi pov
(I was pissed today at the villagers after I killed two fucking demons for them they think I was the one who killed people because I had a injured arm and was covered in demons blood I was cursing them when shinobu said giyu skipped his check up)
Sanemi: (angry) he what!? He know how much important it is for him and baby he still did this
Shinobu: calm down bring him here I will check him
Sanemi: ya just wait till I get him
(I said before walking towards our house with anger)
Giyu pov
(I was reading a book sanemi was on a mission so it was quite today putting down my book i caressing my baby bump. just one month till i will get to see you my child that's when door blast open and sanemi enter looking angry i said)
Giyu: sanemi are you okay?
Sanemi: why did you do this
Giyu: (confused) what?
(I was confused at what sanemi was saying then he looked at me with his angry eyes and grabbed my arm tightly it hurt the way he was holding it and then pulled me up from the couch i yell at him)
Giyu: sanemi what the hell are you doing!
Sanemi: shut up you know it all
Giyu: sanemi what are you talking about at least tell me
(Instead he starts dragging me out towards the butterfly mansion in the way i tried to pull my arm but he didn't even care what happened to him)
Nobody pov
In butterfly mansion
Obanai: see mitsuri it was just a small cut
Mitsuri: I was scared obanai
Obanai: it's fine don't waste your tears again for me (said before he whipped a dried tear off the mitsuri cheek)
Mitsuri: (blushing) t.....thank you obanai
Shinobu: it's done and (whisper to obanai) confess already
Obanai: (whisper back) I will
Mitsuri: thank you shinobu you are the best (hug shinobu)
Obanai: yes thank you shinobu
Shinobu: your welcome (hug mitsuri back)
Obanai: and we will take our leave now
Mitsuri: okay shinobu bye bye
(They turned to leave when the door opened and sanemi pushed giyu inside and leaving now before giyu could fall obanai held him while giyu was almost crying)
Sanemi: here he is check him
Obanai: what the fuck sanemi are you fucking idiot to throwing him like that
Mitsuri: are you okay giyu
Giyu: (nod and wipe his cheeks)
Shinobu: sanemi i told you to bring him not literally drag him here
Sanemi: can you PLEASE check him
(Sanemi said while trying his best to control his anger while shinobu and mitsuri made giyu sit on the chair)
Obanai: sanemi tell me the fucking reason you did that
(Obanai asked but sanemi ignored him and walked to giyu while shinobu started preparing an injection)
Giyu: (looks at shinobu being scared) i.....don't....want that
Sanemi: (ignore giyu)
Shinobu: can you hold him
Sanemi: (hug giyu)
Shinobu: (grab giyu arm and inject the injection)
Giyu: ow ow
Shinobu: don't worry it's done giyu
(She said while backing away and sanemi also leave giyu and said)
Sanemi: come let's go (coldly talking)
Giyu: (nod) thank you
(Giyu said while sanemi walked out)
Obanai: do you want me to come with you
Giyu: (controlling his tears) no thank you I will be fine
(Said and also walk behind sanemi)
Mitsuri: what happened, to them
Obanai: shinobu do you know anything
Shinobu: (nod) giyu skipped his weekly check up
Obanai: oh so that is the reason behind the sanemi's anger
Mitsuri: I think we should go behind them sanemi looks very angry and giyu was going to cry any time
Shinobu: I agreed with mitsuri
Obanai: I know giyu skipped his check up but that doesn't mean he could drag giyu and then throw him I will knock something in his mind
Shinobu: you are right how he dares to touch my bestie
Mitsuri: come let's go
With giyu and sanemi
Nobody pov
(Giyu and sanemi have reached their house the whole way sanemi did not talk to giyu at all while giyu kept trying to talk to him now at entry giyu broke into tears still trying to talk with sanemi)
Giyu: at least tell me what happen
Sanemi: (yelling) you don't know!? Don't play with me if you have done a wrong thing then accept it but here you are fucking crying and saying what happen you know what I am not going to talk to you until you realize what's wrong
Giyu: (sobbing)
Sanemi: (going upstairs still yelling at giyu) you are the most careless person I know at least think about your child but NO
(Giyu couldn't help but just kept crying when suddenly he felt an unbearable pain in his belly he held his belly with one hand and with the other he grabbed the coach and fell on ground)
Giyu: ahhhh sanemi (crying in pain)
(Sanemi was walking upstairs when he heard giyu scream in pain he turned around to find him sitting while holding his baby bump without a second he ran (flying) to giyu worriedly he pulled giyu in arms)
Sanemi: giyu love are you fine what happen
Giyu: aahh it is hurting so much. do something (crying)
Sanemi: (panicking) hold on love let m_
Shinobu: o my god giyu what happen
(Shinobu runs inside followed by mitsuri and obanai shinobu knelt down in front of giyu)
Shinobu: what happen?
Giyu: i don't know the pain just randomly hit please do something
Mitsuri: (knelt down also obanai) shinobu do something please
Shinobu: (start checking giyu)
Sanemi: (hugging giyu tightly)
Shinobu: don't worry everything fine your 9 month is going to start so these type of pain will happen just don't overthink,overwork or take any type of stress just chill these days okay
Giyu: (nod)
Sanemi: see that's the reason you shouldn't skip any of your check up
Giyu: (sob) but i do_
Shinobu: he is right don't skip
Giyu: but let me_
Mitsuri: yes giyu you made us worried
Giyu: but_
Sanemi: and look now you are in pain 
Obanai: can you all stop and let him speak
Giyu: yes thank you obanai and i don't know what you guys are talking about_
Sanemi: what you mean_
Obanai: let him speak
Giyu: i don't know anything about any check up no one told me (wipe his cheeks)
Shinobu: what? I told maku to told you that you have check up today
Giyu: she didn't told me anything
Obanai: see sanemi you shout at him for nothing
Shinobu: am so sorry giyu it was because of me
Giyu: it's okay shinobu nothing your fault it's maku
Sanemi: I am going to kill her (stand up)
Giyu: (grab his wrist) leaving me here huh
Sanemi: (again sit down) i am sorry
Shinobu: you should be. you make him cry because of nothing_
Obanai: ya i agree i wanted to kill you right now and you do_
Mitsuri: (grab both shinobu and obanai dragging them out) I think we should leave I will see you guys tomorrow bye bye
Sanemi pov
(I was feeling super guilty the way i drag him and then just throw him what if obanai haven't caught him he would have fallen and god knows what could happen next i can see he is still in pain so I pick him up and put him on coach he was caressing his belly I hold his hand but a second later he pulled his hand back and again start caressing his belly but I do now he is angry so i said)
Giyu pov
(Sanemi picked me up and put me on the coach I was so mad at him while he was looking full of guilt I was caressing my baby bump when he held my hand when the baby kicked that made me pull my hand back and caressing my belly then he started)
Sanemi: giyu please talk to me please don't do this here you can slap me or even beat me with your favorite show but please don't ignore me please I am so sorry (said while having tears)
(I was about to yell but then I looked at his face and he was looking pretty guilty i don't know what to say so i said)
Giyu: can you please take me to room i can't get up it hurt
Sanemi: come
(Sanemi gently picked me up then walked towards our room after reaching he put me on bed I face a side when I heard bathroom door closing i guess he is in washroom and with that I start to sob again)
Giyu: (sobbing) it hurt so much my back my legs everything hurt (sniff)
(I heard the bathroom door open and close again that made me shut my sobbing but it hurt then I feel him sitting in bed then he starts to message my back I moan because it feels so much better than he start messaging my legs too then again my back and said)
Sanemi pov
(As we reached the room i put him in bed and he faced the side I sign then i noticed our bathroom door was open so i closed it I was about to sit in bed when I heard his sobbing I think he thought that I was in the bathroom because he was saying how pain he has felt and how much his back and legs were hurting it made me so shame listening to his cries I open the bathroom door again and close it and made it look like I came back and he stop his sobbing without saying anything i climbed in bed and sit beside him and start messaging his back I heard him moan i continue to messaging him then his legs then again his back when i said)
Sanemi: I am so sorry giyu hearing your cries i realized what I did. I am sorry really sorry
(He turned to face me and i swear seeing his face almost made me hit myself. His beautiful face was covered in all tears and his eyes were red slightly I look down feeling more shame)
Giyu: i forgive you but please don't do that again
(Saying this he hugged me i was caressing his hair and Said)
Sanemi: i promise. And also i didn't go in bathroom I was just behind you
Giyu: oh I didn't know (embarrassed)
Sanemi: don't be embarrassed if next time your back or legs hurt come to me I will message them okay
(I said while I kissed his forehead he buried his face in my chest after sometime later we both fell asleep)
Time skips after 3 days
(All hashira was here at giyu and sanemi house eating lunch giyu didn't cook everyone brought dishes and the whole table was filled with different and tasty dishes maku was also there as they were eating peacefully giyu felt nauseated he put his hand on his mouth sanemi immediately notice his discomfort and asked worriedly)
Sanemi: love are you okay?
Giyu: (smile) i am fine i just need to use the washroom
(Saying this giyu stands up to leave but sanemi stops him)
Sanemi: wait I will come with you
Tengen: ya little brother take him with you
Giyu: don't worry I will be fine
Sanemi: are you sure
Giyu: (nod and walk towards their room)
Maku: hmm excuse me for a moment
After 5 minutes
Obanai: i think sanemi you should go behind him now
Sanemi: (nod) guys wait for me I will get giyu
(Saying this he was walking towards stairs when he saw both maku and giyu on top of stairs)
With giyu
(As giyu finished throwing up he found maku on the outside of the room he ignored her and reached towards stairs was about to take a step when maku stopped him saying)
Maku: you know he didn't love you
Giyu: what?
Maku: yes he only love you because you are carrying his child of you haven't come between us i would have been in your place and he would have been mine
Giyu: and he is not yours he is mine Don't you see how many he cares about me he can do anything for me you are nothing to him and here you are trying to compare yourself to me with no chance ha you joke lot
Maku: shut up!
Giyu: listen you deserve someone who loves you don't keep eyes on the person who is about to have a kid go and find someone else
(Saying this he starts walking towards downstairs he also noticed sanemi at the corner but maku wasn't finished yet)
Maku: don't you think we are done
(Saying this she pushed giyu giyu lost his balance and fell down the stairs he screamed at pain all others hashira also came running sanemi froze seeing giyu fell down but soon realizing and ran towards his giyu but panic after seeing giyu bleeding)
Giyu: AHHHHHH IY HURT SANEMI DO SOMETHING
shinobu: o my god sanemi carry him to butterfly mansion hurry
(Sanemi panic but still carry giyu who was yelling in pain)
Sanemi: you maku I will see you (saying this he runs out followed by muichiro mitsuri and shinobu while obanai walk towards maku and slapped her)
Obanai: DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
Tengen: obanai stop
Obanai: why are you fucking stopping me when we should kill her for what she has done she tries to kill not one but two life
Maku: i......didn't mea_
Obanai: YOU MEAN. YOU ARE SAYING YOU DIDN'T MEAN IF I SWEAR IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO GIYU OR HIS CHILD I WILL KILL YOU
tengen: (dragging obanai) I think we should go to butterfly mansion sanemi needs us
Obanai: (nod then turn to maku) don't you think you are escaping this
(Saying this they both drag maku with them so she wouldn't escape)
At butterfly mansion
(Now sanemi was also crying he carried giyu who was bleeding and crying as they reached the butterfly mansion shinobu guide them to a room and told sanemi to put giyu on bed and he did before sanemi could back away giyu hold his hand crying, sobbing and said)
Giyu: pl.......please (sob) s....sanemi i...i d....don't w.....want t....to l....lose m....my b.....baby (crying)
Sanemi: (sob and keep a hand on giyu hand) be strong love be strong everything will be fine
Shinobu: everyone please get out we need to get ready for early birth
Sanemi: but_
Shinobu: please for him go out for now
Mitsuri: (crying as well and dragging sanemi out)
Outside of room
(Sanemi is crying blaming himself saying he was unable to protect his giyu and child it was the first time seeing him crying loudly mitsuri was also sobbing while muichiro was slightly crying both was trying to console him )
Muichiro: sanemi san please stop crying you need to be strong for them right
Mitsuri: muichiro is right please stop blaming yourself
Sanemi: (crying) it was my fault i failed
(That's when tengen and obanai entered)
Tengen: is everything alright
Obanai: mitsuri?
Mitsuri: (crying and looking down)
(Sanemi noticed maku. His anger took over but he was stopped by both tengen and obanai)
Sanemi: LET ME GO I WILL FUCKING KILL HER WHY DO YOU FO IT WHY YOU PUSH GIYU WHY........ why y....you do it why j.....just........why
(His voice cracks at the end he fell down on his knees crying)
Maku: sa......sanemi he is good for nothing save your child i promise I will take care of your baby if you give me ch_
Sanemi: (slapped maku as hard as he can his tears still falling) SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ARE HEARTLESS YOU ARE A MONSTER A FUCKING MONSTER_
(He was cut by a giyu scream coming from the room)
Giyu: AHHHH I CAN'T. SANEMI
Sanemi: giyu!
(He was about to enter the room but others stopped him)
Sanemi: (tears falling) p......please guys d.....don't do this l......let me go c.....can't you see h......he is calling f....for me
With giyu
Shinobu: come on giyu push
Giyu: AHHHHH I CAN'T. SANEMI
(shinobu was extremely worried for giyu to see the amount of blood he was losing)
Shinobu: do I call sanemi in?
Giyu: (nod unable to reply due to pain)
Shinobu: hurry aoi go call sanemi in for some moment
(Aoi nod and runs outside to call sanemi)
Outside
(Obanai and tengen have made him sit and were telling  him to be strong when aoi comes out sanemi stand up asking her about giyu)
Aoi: shinazugawa san you need to come inside and be strong
Sanemi: (without wasting any time he runs inside)
Mitsuri: I hope everything will be fine
Obanai: (hug mitsuri) let's pray for him
Tengen: please God don't test them more
Inside with sanemi
(As sanemi entered his world fell down for him as he saw giyu crying in pain and was bleeding he ran to giyu side holding his hand)
Giyu: sa.......sanemi h.....hurt
Sanemi: (tears falling) don't worry love I am here everything will be fine
Shinobu: sanemi it's an earlier birth
Sanemi: (kissed giyu forehead wiping the sweat of his face) but shinobu he is only 8 months in please don't look how many he is in pain
Giyu: (sobbing) AHHHH
Shinobu: sanemi it's the only thing I can do please encourage giyu
Sanemi: (nod) giyu love you need to be strong now stronger than ever i believe you can do this i know you can do it
Giyu: but....hurt (tears falling)
Sanemi: I know but soon it will be over everything will be fine and you will hold our child in your arms (kissed giyu forehead) I will be outside waiting for you be strong okay love
Giyu: (nod)
(After that sanemi left and giyu finally started pushing hours of pushing and crying in pain giyu finally gave birth he smiled when shinobu held baby saying he's a boy but then something ran through her mind and her smile dropped and she started shaking aoi tears start falling when giyu realized something was wrong he asked)
Giyu: t....the b....baby didn't cry?
(Shinobu turned to giyu holding the child who didn't cry or open his eyes her eyes filled with tears while giyu crying again and yelled at shinobu)
Giyu: WHY IS MY CHILD NOT CRYING?
(Giyu said while trying to get up but he faints)
Aoi: giyu san (ran towards giyu) Shinobu san he faints
Shinobu: (start hitting the child back hardly while her tears were falling) god please don't let this happen please
Outside
(Sanemi wasn't resting he was going back and forth biting his nails when they heard giyu scream last time)
Giyu: WHY IS MY CHILD NOT CRYING
(Everyone grasps listening to this. sanemi fell on his knees he froze his mind Remember giyu's happiness when he first felt his baby kick how happy he was literally Jumping in happiness and now how would he tell him that he lost their child?)
Obanai: (sit beside sanemi and keep a hand on his shoulder)
Tengen: my god
Mitsuri: (crying)
Muichiro: (tears falling he also sits beside sanemi)
Sanemi: AHHHH (scream) it a.....all fell d....down for m......me all
(After some time shinobu comes out with a crying baby boy in her hand saying)
Shinobu: congratulations sanemi he's a boy
(Sanemi runs to her while she gives the child to sanemi. Sanemi holds his child. The crying of his crying immediately stopped as he opened his small eyes which were big like giyu eyes but was in purple color his child has silky black hair like giyu but his eyes are more like sanemi)
Sanemi: thank God (hug his child)
(Everyone was relieved after seeing the child smiling at the sight of his parent)
Sanemi: (sob) but why did giyu shout "why my child is not crying"
Mitsuri: can I can i please hold him
Sanemi: (nod) here you go
Mitsuri: (hold the baby) KYAAAAAA he's so cute
Tengen: hey there I am your flashy flamboyant uncle
Muichiro: (poking his cheeks) he is cute
Obanai: hey kid I am your favorite uncle (glares at tengen while tengen glares back)
Shinobu: (sign) when I hold the baby after he was born he doesn't cry or open his eyes we all panic giyu shout then he faints i hit his back then he finally cries
Sanemi: is giyu fine? can I meet him?
Shinobu: he is fine but sleeping
Mitsuri: can we see him
Shinobu: Of course you all can
(They all ran inside and found giyu sleeping)
Time skips after 10 minutes
(Sanemi was holding his child making him smile and others were watching him with a smile on their face as they waited for giyu to wake up and meet with his son when giyu started opening his eyes he put his hand on his belly but he felt empty suddenly all the memories came in his mind he sat up and his tears start falling)
Giyu: where's my child?
Sanemi: calm down love here is he
(He said before handing giyu their child. Giyu hugged his child crying)
Giyu: i thought I lost you (sob)
(He said making sanemi cry too as others congratulate them and said they will bring gifts for little one tomorrow now everyone left sanemi was also put to buy food shinobu was there with giyu checking them)
Giyu: thank you so much shinobu
Shinobu: (smile) ah it's nothing I am very happy to see both you and your baby fine
Giyu: (look down to see his baby smiling at him with his big purple eyes) still thanks
Shinobu: your welcome I will come back in sometime okay
Giyu: (nod)
(After that shinobu left and giyu began to talk with his son who doesn't know anything but still smiling at giyu when the door opens giyu though it would be sanemi and he said)
Giyu: (laugh) look sanemi he just keep smiling at me
(With that giyu look and and get shocked to see his dad and stepmom)
Giyu: d.....dad (hug his son close to himself)
.
.
.
.
To be continue
.
(God it took me so long to edit this chapter but it was worth it well guys this story is going to end in 2 or 3 chapters and after that I will give 3 options and you all will choose which story i will upload next till then take care)

Words- 4014